TAKE A BIG JUMP, AND END IT WITH A LOUD BANG

2007-12-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

ohhhhh, i've been neglecting my blogger., actually i've planned to move to Lj

try finding me? if you're luckily, you will find it! haha.
byeeeeeeeeeee, i'm still gonna keep this blog!

2007-10-17T09:35:00.000+08:00

long weekend ended just so fast, not to forget, O's are starting next week. less than one week to do everything.

went to the art musem on sunday with my parents, because my cousin is one of the organiser for the event called inked. pretty intresting the big mural painted by the people there and also a few galleries, not the forget the body art. haha

head home, rest and went out to mug in the evening.
met vivien on monday again, to study (:

didn;t attend school today, means ytd was the last day 5one gonna sit together, many memories kept in my heart of this beloved class. we've spent 3 years or for some 5 years together and after this very day, everyone is gonna go their own way, taking O's . though this year isn;t a good year for most of us, quarrels, dispute between one another, but somehow, i will miss this class for sure. 3 years in this class, be it good or bad, we've been through every single thing with each other. no longer the sec one kids we were, and now we are in sec 5. the friends we made, the very very lame classmates we have, never failed to make me smile everyday. those wonderful teachers we had, i'm gonna miss them, and of course of home tutor, miss shim.

the teachings, the nagging, the fun, i;ll never forget. i'll miss 5one for sure. love people.

2007-10-12T11:55:00.000+08:00

met my dearest vivien, mugging for amaths, and she helped me. (:
we did catch up alot, do and talk. though we weren;t really close, but seems like i can share my stuffs with her, thanks dearest! (:

we spend our time at downtown east mac, while she finish her pw. haha
seems like jc life, isn;t that fun yet more stress added on.

on the way to downtown, its started pouring, when i was in the bus, seems like half of the bus was struck by lighting? i was lucky, i;m fineeeeeeeee (: but i totally freak out, when i hear the loud sound that hit the bus, maybe i'm wrong? lols.

long weekend, but lessons today, and on monday.
more maths paper for me to complete, i have to finish 4 years of Amaths past year paper by tues.! i'll make sure i will finish,. stress piling up!

okayyyyyyyys, bye people.
9 more days to my very first paper.
time is running together with me, so many things to do, yet so little time.

2007-10-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

MUG MUG MUGGGGG, O's are in two weeks time.
sigh, i wish i don;t needa study at all! haha, which is impossible.

good luck people, the last lap.

i cant be bothered about anything else, maybe this will continue on.

2007-10-03T13:55:00.000+08:00

crazy mugging nowwwwwwwww

2007-09-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

did nothing productive today, only had tuition and back home. (:
second last lesson for tuiton, though is boring but its really good.

some overdue photos, taken at vivo (:

we go through ionic bonding, which is difficult to sperate.
the two of you make my life fun, and exciting, no mattter what silly stuffs we do
i'll never forget everyone of them, thanks bestie!

off to do some studyinggggggg, toddles.

2007-09-22T15:47:00.000+08:00

edited

prelims are over, like great isn;t it?
but bad news is, one more month left to actual O's
i'm gonna start mugging every single day, so might not be going online that often anymore.
so people contact me through my phone.

though prelims are over, but the really bad thing is my results would suck?
so i have to motivate myself, and stop procrastinate.

2 days of break after prelims, its really great for me to enjoy.
had a morning jog on thrusday, with my lovely besties, at pasir ris, plus we had breakfast together at loyang point, and ended up watching spansih movie at sharon's house with her pri schoolmates. a gruesome movie, but the story line was really good.

we had a great time ytd, at town , had dimsum st Din Tai Fung at wisma with peijun & sharon (:
walked around town, we didn't really walk much, but all of us had spend all our money. that's pretty fast, and i'm gonna get the forever 21, tunic top !
i love besties, the happy three friends.

2007-09-05T13:20:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee, holidays are here to take over my early morning school days.

a summary of the past few weeks.
teacher's day, aces day, studying with bestie, meet up with miao.

everything is great and fun. caught ratatouille with miao. accompany her to shop around because this rich kid don;t have clothes to wear. from topshop, to zara , mango, dorothy perkins, charles and keith and back to m)phosis than to river island. haha! though we didn;t get to meet for like months, but the last minute outing is greattttttttt (:

studying with besties ytd, at sharon's house. haha we ended up doing other stuffs than studying.
we just love to have funnnnnnnnnn, studying = boring. haha i guess we don;t have high level of concentration in doing something. we get distracted to easily. but i just love them!

i tried doing curls on my hair, like way cooolllxx. haha
that's about it, meeting sharon later on to study!mug mug mug. haha

I MISS WENNN BADLY!, get well soon. love love

Label:studying with bestie, meet up with miao, holidays

2007-08-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

though this weekend wasn;t a very fun and exciting one,but i still love weekends.
its my favourtie part of the week, its everyone's favourite. i love the feeling of a break from school, where no lessons, and i don;t need to wake up early in the morning, yawning away for the whole damn day. i just simply love weekends!.

got back chinese O's results, and i'm gonna retake. means more composition, comprehension coming my wayyyyyy. actually i don;t like to do chinese homework, i suck at compo writing. i hate thinking of how to write chinese words and stuffs. chinese characters are just so different from english.

i love the companion of my lovely friends,having friends always by your side. its defintely great. (: but sometimes i do wonder, who are the true friends who are always there for you, or willing to be there for you when you are in need for that someone. when i'm alone, i tend to think alot, and things just runs through my mind. i appraciate friends who have always been by my side, no matter what went wrong, no matter who i am now, no matter what kind of condition or environment i am in or grown up from, my weakness or strengths. they accept me for who i am.

sometimes i really ponder, 'who are the ones who are always here ?'
no matter what,i've appreciate every single friend i've got. (:
these are just things that runs through my mind.

i trust in you my Lord, you are more than just a saviour.

english oral tmr, good luck to all having oral tmr tooooooooo.
gonna study now, bye!

2007-08-12T11:40:00.000+08:00

i haven't been blogging for like weeks?
busy with school work, prep exams. all ended , like yay!
but more coming up, prelims are 2 weeks away, english O's oral which is end of this month.
i hope i'll be able to study hard nowwwwwwwww, i need motivation and i have to stop procrastinate, i hope i can !

spend quality time with my besties! (:
national day holiday was really great, after the long string of prep examinations.
i think i'm not gonna do well, i've already prepared for the worst.

went for the last ndp rehersal at marina bay, though it wasn't a full dress rehersal but at least i get to watch some of the performance, and the atmosphere is way better than watching it at home. though i do not have the goodie bag nor have the chance to watch fireworks, but i do enjoyed! thanks joshua for the tickets, (: me, sharon, peijun, peiming, dinie, madir , siyin, and syed for there, went marina after that. The red day, the parade, love of friends .(:

NATIONAL DAY HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSS, (: like way cooooool!

went out on the eve with candice, sharon, and peijun. we went for some retail therapy. first stop would be far east than to taka than wisma. my loot for that day, my sandals, two tops! sharon and peijun spend more than meeeeeee, but all of us enjoyed the whole day, from thai express to retail therapy.

stayed at home the whole day on national day.
watch the parade and stuffs. then live the dream.

10 aug, way funnnnnnnnn with peijun, peiming, joshua and syed.
set off to arab street for food, than walk around at bugis than cityhall.
peijun and me head off to vivo city for the movie alone, but no more tickets for us. we were really disappointed. than we cabbed to great world than we ended up watching rush hour 3. the movie was not bad . went WH at great world than headed home.

yesterday, gym with candice , sharon, peijun and her sister!
head to tamp gym than ate at century. bought stuffs from popular than back homeeeee!
pretty tired, slept kinda early ytd.

i wanna meet up with vic & andy lim.
i wana meet up with alena,
i wanna meet up with miao toooooooo
wenn? i wanna go out with you toooooo! loves loves (:

Labels:parade, national day, food, movie, bestie, retail therapy, gym!

2007-07-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

a long week, i stayed back in school almost everyday, prep exams started on wendnesday.
more papers to go! i don;t think i will do well. though i did study here and there.
i'm gonna work really hard, 89 more days to O's! I HAVE TO STOP PROCRASTINATING!

read miao's blog, but didn;t have the time to reply.!
i miss you miao, the times we had, the memorable time we spend in the past.
its way longgggggggg, we had those fun on the train. we didn;t really cared about our image.
(: i miss all those fun. kinda true? everyone do change, i admit , even myself. people can change every minute , or even every second. its unexpected. hope we will get to meet up soon! loves

i remembered times, when i share fun, sorrows with. they are no longer there.
its either they are so busy with their life, or perhaps they no longer remember me as a friend?
i've realise friends really come and go, but i do thank single friend who left a footprint in my life. all of you won;t be forgotten.

this few days, many things had happened,too much for people to see, or digest. be it good or bad. sometimes, things aren;t how you really think it is. its just your perception of things, how you see or view it. how you understand it. its just too fast, for someone to actually explain.i was pretty disappointed from what is happening, what i've heard, and i finally see the big picture of everything. the true self of someone, and how i am to the someone.

i've been thinking alot recently! things that runs through my mind, and let me realise alot of things that i;m unable to see it in the past, this 'period' of time made me find out more than just the truth , but something more than just it, and it make me realise i didn;t make the wrong choice. (:

thanks friends, whom i always depend on! yea yea.
wenn, peiming, joshua, dinie, madir, syed, peijun, sharon, shalyn, evelyn, christina! (:
its great to have all of you around. yippe! love love love.

THAI EXPRESS WITH PEIJUN AND SHARON SOON.
VIC, I REALLY MISS YOU!

2007-07-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

i love this weekends!, especially saturday.

went out with sharon, to get my skinny jeans. before that conquer marina square!
like way funnnn, we talk alot, laugh, and shop! i love you sharon.
from topshop, zara, mango, Esprit, dorothy perkins, diva, quicksliver.
bought necklaces and my jeans. and off she went to tampmall, to meet her friends.
though the meeting is kinda short, but its fruitful, we had lotsa funnnnn.
THAI EXPRESS NEXT, i love you Bes-Tie. (:

called andy up, and i went to meet him at doby ghaut 's archade. wohoo.
i;ve been walking the whole day, ended up at cine's food court, than taka coffee bean, than back to cine food court, slack and home!
had fun with his friends(jeremy, lester, shuhui), i hope i didn;t spell it wrongly?, though i don;t really know them. (: i did enjoyed.
in the end the movie with my cliques, were cancelled. luckily i've had andy!
yea yea, thanks! i love you boy, my good friend, who never fails to make me laugh. (:

i hope things turn out better, cheer up people!
all my precious love ones.

i nearly died, taking this picture, he forced me too! but i still love you goodf!
i had funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn (: thanks! though i'm smiling, but it hurts.

I MISS VICTORIA, you're not forgotten! loves loves.

had tuition today, and went back home.
gonna mug nowwwww, bye! loves.

2007-07-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

i finally have the time to blog, i'll apply for DPA after blogging! (:

had a great time last weekend, went for SP open house and town after that.!
bought a zara top and a bag, and head to guiliang' s birthday bbq at night. had a fun time there!
its live earth day, green day, 070707!. way cool. i didn;t wear green, whaha!
SISTER IS FINALLY BACK FROM HK.

080707
went for tuition, and went tamp mall, dined at fish&co, for a belated birthday celebration with my family. super yum! shopped around and went home. sis bought lots of food! and stuffs for me! i love the stuffs she bought. yea yea!

the yummy doughnuts!

MY FISH&CO BELATED BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION!(:

through the week for tests, lessons, oral exams, homework.
nothing pretty special, except for chinese O's oral. i hope i will do well.

went shopping with sister ytd! she bought lots of tops, i think she really love retail theraphy!
she will spend like crazyyyyyy. haha. i bought only a top and flipflops again! yea yea.

i miss praising and worshipping God is church.
i miss having services during weekends.
i miss having sermon to refresh my weekdays.
i certainly miss church! (; i want to find a home to dwell in.

2007-07-06T21:19:00.001+08:00

HAPPY SEVENTEEN IS OVER (:, I'M SEVENTEEN

talk to jiawen and allan on the phone, till 12 plus. (: they accompany through the night, and wish me happy birthday! thanks!,

next would be peiming, joshua, dinie and madir.
i enjoyed alot on my actualy birthday, they came over to my block, and bought a small cake for me. thanks lovely best friends. than headed to jurong east, for ice skating! its fun, thanks for the treat, peiming and josh.(:, the first move on ice, my heart rate was increasing. after that, was way funnnnnnnnnn, i really enjoyed! thanks dudes. thanks josh, even though your leg hurts, yet you still continued to skate. its because of my birthday. really thank you, bestf. left around 5 plus, than went cityhall to meet derek. when i reach cityhall station, saw wenn and allan on the train! so headed to meet derek. than off to esplanade to chat. around 7 plus, meet mum on the train, and homeeeeeeeeee. (:

next day was school, thanks for the gift people.
the card, accessories, etc! love love love.

jiawen, allan, peiming, joshua, madir, dinie, alena, lemmuel, joyce, jasper, derek, boon kiat, vivien, afiq, shlayn, baohui, meiyi , davin, daniel, teresa, jin xiong, siyin, douglas, wendy, peijun, adam, syed , yen chin, nicole, constance, glen, jervin , weiwen, yvette, alexcousin, joan, qiuhui, yueping, falisha, allan;s sister, eric the birthday boy too(:

thanks for all the greetings! loves loves.

thanks God for wonderful friends, and wonderful birthday!
i want to praise God everyday! my saviour, my refuge.

2007-07-01T01:33:00.003+08:00

i'm turning seventeen in one more day!
i love mummy and daddy! (:

thanks for the birthday gift.

2007-07-01T01:11:00.000+08:00

many things happened this whole week, school, tests, homework.
busy finishing my holiday assignments. ):, got my entrty proof, oral exams are coming

there's a war going on with some chinese girls, and chinese guys in class.
i;m one of the girls who i involved. yea? actually, i wouldn;t wanna care about them anymore. their results, and attiutde towards O's, their changes. all this weren;t the same, and for now, i seriously wouldn;t care. yes, we were once close friends, which hangout together, study together, have fun together. its not longer the same. maybe both sides have changed, i agree. what happend this week, and the week before school closes, its really far too much. i don;t know if i should just forget about it. but sorry, i can;t. the way you treated us, were no longer 'close friends' and not even ' classmates' anymore. i no longer see the 'classmate' relationship between us anymore. you don;t even respect us as classmates anymore, or even human beings. you may hate me or others. but sometimes before you blame someone, please get your facts right, and don;t do stupid stuffs, which people can find fault on you, or even know that its you. i guess if you read my blog, you will know it better than anyone else. i couldn't be bothered with your childish, plus bad temper attitude, because you no longer see me or even us as classmates, so we shouldn;t be getting all this shit from you. and mind you, we aren;t humans whom you can fustrate your anger on. we don;t owe you anything, and in the first place, you as a guy should respect girls.

example, by critising people with results?seriously i don;t think you should be the one doing that. at least people put in hardwork, yet? i don;t see you doing it. before you say something or do something, please reflect on yourself. 4years plus of friendship, just go down the drain. the fun, joy , sorrows, and laughter we had, its no longer there. the changes i see in all of you, its really huge. all of you have gone back to how you all were like in sec2. i hope, you all will buck up now, and study hard for O's. its not a try try game for you, its your future, its your choice to choose how you want your path to be.

there are certain stuffs, which i don;t know whether if you are the one who did it.
but i was really very disappointed , plus angry. and i really wanna do what i wanted at first.
please grow up guys, you are no longer 13 or 14. you are turning seventeen this year, yet you all are still doing what kids are doing now. please wake up.

if you feel offended by this post, i can;t be bothered too.
its your choice.

Labels: school, classmates.

2007-06-25T18:14:00.000+08:00

finally, i'm willing to bloggggg. haha
nearly abandon this blog, school has reopen! LOLS
nothing pretty much the past few days.
last week of holidays were spent mostly at home.
homework with joshua and peiming, meet peiming for lunch a few days, gym. haha (:
i love love love the both of you, my bestest friends.
talk about bible stuffs more than workkkkk. God is all i depend on! my refuge, my forgiver, my daddy!

went amk hub with my family on saturday.
walk around, lunched at the food court, and met wenn and allan! haha.
didn;t buy anythingggggg. pretty boringg. haha.
sunday, tuition and home. and rushed for homework till 3 am! i was super duper tired today.
really exhausted. school was boring. haha but i have to buck up yea.
stop procrastinating melina! haha.

there's a guest during english tuition mr John! he;s has a great sense of humour. haha (:
and very knowledgeable.

make changes to the layout.
read about, spritual strongholds, days ago. 2 corinthians 10:3-5
stronghold? battlefield?, made me ponder alot.

2007-06-17T01:34:00.001+08:00

PLANETSHAKERS IS AWESOME! (:
i love having to praise God, with all believers. the atmosphere, the presence. its fab.
its at, expo the max pavilion. i was late, sorry guys!
haha, great praise, where alot of people went infront to have praise together.
able to jump, and praise God like never before.! i was sitting at the front row.(:
haha! fun fun fun. peiming went too (: chit chat for a while. before the service.
at the end of the service, i saw yuling! (: i was happy, to see her! take good care of yourself yea?
the sermon was great, its pastor joseph prince, its about receiving a favour, and righteousness .
its really great, and it had really impacted me.
new creations's youth concert is really good!

ROMANS 5:17
For if by one man's offence death reigned by one; much more they which receive abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness shall reign in life by one, Jesus christ.

i will never leave you God, my father! (:
you will always be my saviour, my lord, my daddy.
i love you! (: my daddy God.

i really need time to think through. i don;t know how to handle. but i've guess i made a choice already. God, will guide me through? i know he will. (:

I MISS VICTORIA, & ANDY! WE MUST MEET UP!!
I MISS WENN too (: !!

2007-06-15T16:16:00.000+08:00

went bugis with, sis, mum, and bro, on wednesday.
exchange my top for a dress at topshop! (: wohoo, thanks bro he top up the money for me!
shop at bugis street, nothing much! i wanna buy a new bag!
i needa save money for next week, ice skating, and movie! yeaaaaaaaaa.
i want more tops, from dorothy perkins. who can sponsor me?

thursday, went gym in the late afteroon with joshua, peiming, and her sister.
wohoo. funnnnnnnn , plus love. hahah
accompany peiming and joshua, to pastamania for dinner, i had potato salad! (:
met dinie and madir at simei, chit chat and went home.

I"M GOING FOR PLANETSHAKERS LATER. (: wohoooo.
vic can;t make it ): i miss you my dear girl!

i have many things on mind, i 've many stuffs and problems bothering me.
i really don;t know how to settle. i wanna cry out, i need someone, who can help me
through all this. i hate this feeling, feeling stress, and everything. argh. i really don;t know how it feels really terrible sometimes. i wish i do not have to think so much.

Lord, would you be able to help me through?

Labels : i wish i know what to do.

2007-06-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

met up with nicole nuer today (:
haha its been a longggggggg time, since i get to see her!
yea yea, lunch-ed at tamp mall yoshinoya, with yen, peiming, and nicole!(:
walk around tamp mall, and century. slack for a while.
yen went off, than nicole went off too.

peiming, me, and joshua, head to townnnnnn, (:
didn;t buy much, walk around, tried clothes and stuffs.
going out with mum, sis and bro tmr (: yay.

2007-06-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

wohoo. joshua's birthday celebration was a success, and he was really happy (:
we were celebrating it at pasir ris park, and its a surprised party, i nearly died
finishing two slice of chocolate cakes. it was super filling, went to the playgrounds
after that, all of us had a fun time there! we were like some children, jumping around.
after the whole thing, all of us were so exhausted, and all look so shag.
dad sent me home, like loveeeeeeeeeeeee, (:
went gym, with peiming at noon, funnnnnn, and i;m gonna continue going gym!
its love love love. (:

went for some voluntarily work with wenn, on friday.
we were super tired. haha but the people there a real nice (:
food, is the only thing that make us satisfied. went marina square to shop!
and meet sister, with wenn at raffles city. walk around and saw wei wen.
i wanna buy river island shoes! its pretty, i love.
than home home home.

went for grandma's 100 day.
had ba ku teh, for brunch, with cousins and relatives.
visited, cousin's new house, its fab. haha but transportation is a problem.
went pet farm after that, to buy chocolate's food, than eastpoint for groceries.
its funnnnnnnnnnnnn, i miss church.

i;m meeting vic and andy this coming week. yay (:
its love , its love. i miss them tons.

labels: family, wenn, vic& andy, grandma's 100 day, joshua's birthday.

2007-06-02T14:21:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU BABES (:

2007-06-02T13:24:00.000+08:00

two more days, and i don;t have to attend school!
but i have to mug like crazy this holidays, i've promised mum.
i have to stop procrastinate! haha

watched shrek 3, earlier this week. with my best friends! (:
madir, dinie, josh, peiming! they my are loveeeeeeees
walked around at town, i've been heading town so much recently.
get to meet my best brother (:, daniel goh. get to talk to him on the phone
on thurday night (:, went shopping with peiming on thursday! love love.

had a haircut with wenn ytd, i love straight hair!
i wanna rebond my hair, and i hope mum allow, and sponsor me!
suppose to head gym, but we've change it to sunday (:
wohoo, yea yea. don;t be a lazybum wenn!

i miss vic, andy,
i miss Ex E212 friends too (:
i miss pri school mates!

heading to church later! (: yea yea.
my almighty God!

2007-05-29T23:09:00.000+08:00

finally chinese O's is over, hope i don;t need retake, it pretty tricky. =/
no more thick notes, other schools chinese papers to carry to school!
chinese intensive lessons for 2 weeks of afternoon. pretty tiring and busy. that sums
up what i've been doing for the past few weeks.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , WENN SIS. darling! (;

thanks for everything for the past few years. you have always been there for me whenever i needed someone to be there for me, and you have never failed to cheer me up each and everyday. a person whom i an rely on, when i;m down, you have always been a great sister, a great friends, whats more a great choir mate! the friendship started out because of choir. i will never forget the time we had together, the memories, joy and laughter throughout the friendship, and i know it will carry on yea? the bond we've build up through the years, time, communication all plays an important part. i;ve been thankful for a friend, plus a sister like you, whom really knows me well! (: i appreciates all the things you have done for me, this makes our friendship stronger, and now we are closer, (:. its our important year,so we will work hard together. lastly, again! HAPPY SWEET SIXTENN BIRTHDAY (:

2007-05-21T17:45:00.000+08:00

MIAO I'M BLOGGING, you have something to read already. (:
finally, i;m blogging.

CHINESE EVERYWHERE, i;m having chinese homwork everyday?
i dread school, its tiring, and tons of homework to complete.

i had fun during weekends, i love my peers, and hopechurch friends(:
bought my black jeans, finally. and i;m gonna shop for tops, soon! and my grey jeans.
its love yea? i guess i can;t resist temptation! i'm gonna get flats soon, bought new heels.
its love, yea yea. miao you agree yea?

went out with, josh, peiming, dinie, madir on friday, whaha lightbulb mannnnnn,
but they are my love ones, all of us had the shrek ears, like damn cool? haha
we felt kinda embarass wearing there walking at town. had fun the whole day.
went church on saturday, studied before that, and saw lewis! haha.
head to church, and ate at cuppage S11. went to meet josh and madir.
and cabbed home.

sunday, tuition and family day.
accompanied sis to charles and keith warehouse sale, but i didn;t get anything.):

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MEIYI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADIR

i wanna buy

m)phosis flats
my topshop dress
junk food tees
grey jeans

God is my everything, without him, i;m left with nothing.!
he is my almight God, i just wanna praise him!

2007-05-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

yea, i've been enjoying the past few days.

friday (:, went shopping with wenn, than met miao after that.
both of us had so much fun, went to far east. haha she bought lots of stuffs!
i love you my forever lovely sister , we can talk about anything.
at bugis, we were kinda shag, and miao start to shop like crazy, (:
cab to wenn's house, and went home.

saturday, CIP and church
cip, was like nothing , its boringggggggggggggggg.
all of us did something else. yea.
went home, brought chocolate down to let peiming and josh see him!
my crazy dog, pee around so much! haha. but he is still cute.
he went grooming one week ago, he look neater.
went town, to hope of God church, had fun.
visit rasa at centrepoint, than went far east, than meridien, than paradiz centre, than home!
oh my, i was so so so exhausted, after a long day. but i had fun. its been a long time i;ve like spend time with lem and sam. they are my great friends (: thanks for accompanying me to far east, though i know its a torture! i love all of you, my dear friends !

sunday, grandma's 49day & tuition.
AND MOTHER'S DAY. i know she love me, and i love her too.
she's my everything! i love mummy, she understands me, and she;s the best.
without her, i;m not here, i thank God for my parents, they are my love ones

monday
spend time with my babes, went far east, wisma, taka, heeren.
ate the wanton mee and heeren. didn;t buy much, i'm waiting for friday!
saving moneyyyyyyyyy, i finally get back my rollerblades.

yes yes, (:

trust in the lord, he is the one whom i depend on.
thanks for the love, and blessing. my abba father! (:

2007-05-11T13:18:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR (:

enjoy for this few days, before getting my results.
i know that i'm gonna fail like 90% of my papers. but i;m gonna work hard
during my holidays, hope i will stop procrastinating. i hope i wil.

gonna go out soon, with wenn. haha.
we didn;t go out for a longggggggggg time. we gonna head town.(:
yes yes, like finally!

watched spiderman3 ytd (: its a great show! worth watching.
no more mugging, no more staying up late to studyyyyyyyyyyyyy! (:
though i know results would be like shit.

tooddles.

2007-05-08T14:38:00.000+08:00

Aaron carter- one better
Aaron carter's song are like few years back,but i like his songs.

EXAMSSS IS KILLING ME

i hate it so much, i hate exams, it drives me crazy
how i wish, exams will never exist.
i'm gonna fail almost all of my papers for mid year. if i;m lucky i will pass more than 3.
but i think its impossible. two more days, and i;m free from mid year , i can;t wait!
Emaths & English is a totally killer, and i;m gonna fail for sure.
i can;t wait for thursday! i;m gonn have fun, plus to work hard for more exams.

i can;t wait to meet, vic, andy, and E212 people.
i can;t wait for retail therapy
i can;t wait to go inline skating with sis.
i can;t wait to meet up with miao darl
i can;t wait for june holidays people.!

good luck for exams people! (:

i pray for wisdom and knowledge through of exams, and Lord will guide me through!
Amen.

2007-05-01T00:27:00.000+08:00

had fun with ex E212 cell members (:
i miss all the fun we had in the past, and we finally had a big reunion on saturday!
its great having all of you, i enjoyed, even though its kinda awkward at first.
it all went well, and i hope sister mayce did enjoyed(: and touched!
i loveeeeeeeeee, E212 members, they make a difference in my life.
the members, the leader, everyone single one of you.
dine at pastamania with most of them. laugh, and talk!(:
we gonna meet up again after MYE! yay, i can;t wait.

went to wenn's house to study ytd, had dinner there. haha
we were like enjoying ourselves , more than studying, i love girl.
stayed till around 9plus, and went home.

going for radhi's birthday party tmr, (:
haha most of my classmates would be there.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SISTER MAYCE & RADHI!

labels: study, E212, radhi's birthday

2007-04-28T14:14:00.000+08:00

i'm finally back, to post.
had lots of fun, the past few days, though many things happend

studying session last sunday, and last last sunday. with my lovely babes.
exams, and everyone are mugging.i have to too!
schools takes up most of my time. now the first paper is done! =/

last choir practice, on tuesday! and choir people totally rocks
especially the committe, i really enjoyed the time we had guys.
ended up having pizza for our outing on friday. damn fab people
you guys rock my life (: and make me laugh like mad. i've never regretted making friends with you people. although choir didn;t do well this year, but i know all of you did your best!
i;m proud of you guys too.

i might not be blogging this few weeks, due to exams.
sorry, vic! i took such a long time to blog, and we would be meeting in 2 hours time!
i miss E212, and most of us would be back there today! its gonna be a great surprise yea.
i love you people too.

of course of love my bunch of classmates, and sec5mates.
and my group of babes! its been great having you guys around. (:

me and Fiq BRO (:

JORDAN, WENN, ME

me and guifang
MR TALL, ME
ME and INN MEI
ME and JUNE QUAN
ME and lovely WENN(:
zhen qiang , wenn, me

the guys acting gay. haha
they really make me laugh like mad, when they pose for this picture

labels: friends, choir outing, E212 chc.

2007-04-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

its easter! and Good friday is over.
i went for joyce's chruch for good friday service (:
it was great, touch by God's love and presence. there's a drama there
and prayers, went to meet wen after that (:
accompany her for shopping spree! haha thanks for the fun and loveeee, and drinks plus the photos (: we tried on some printing photo machine! fun
i'm gonna fill my room with photos, its memories. kept in my life!

went for chc's service today (:
its great, the drama was great. and i felt love the the cell friends.
thanks people for making me laugh today! sister mayce, vic, huting , kee kai(:
didn;t go for service with the cell for a longggggg time.
took pictures with them, during the carnival at hall 7. had lunch there, and saw jinxiong.
went back this time round, and feel like a new friend, a newcomer.

i wanna thank sister mayce!
i love you, my leader. thanks for being a nice leader, a nice friend, and a nice sister to me (:
its been great having you since i;ve step into chc. though i;m not in the church, yet you still prayed for me, and treated me like a real friend. always being there when i needed someone!
i feel bad about leaving, and i know it hurts you badly. sorry.! but knowing how strong you are now, and always smiling. it makes me happy too! you are a spiritually leader, who always encourage each of us to continue the walk with God. the love you give to each and everyone of us, its great. thank God for you as a leader, a friend, a sister. i love you sister mayce! (:thanks for all the prayers, when i;m in need for a prayer, knowing how bad my family situation is, and you visited me! thanks for the sacrifice and time. and thank God for a wonderful leader i;ve had.

had fun with vic and huiting throughout the whole carnival. talk alot, and laugh alot!
thanks girls. (:

hoho, wenn!
thanks for all this years, the love , care, and concern from you as a friend or a sister.
being such a great friend, who is always there for me, when i needed someone.
a person whom i can lean on, even through difficult times.
making me laugh, and whenever i;m down. you've been a great friend!
you never fails to cheer me up, and always provides me with a listening ear.

for the love you've sacrifice for us, yet with all our sins.
you've forgiven us, the love and guidiance have been a great help in my life.
i love you lord (:

2007-04-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

its april! (:
a new month , and a new start for me.

seeing lots of wake around, which reminds me of both my grandmas.
and i seriously miss them! and i love them. =/
although i know death is just part of life, and i have to just move on.
i can't stay like this forever. feelings so emtional in the inside.

school today, and had speech day rehersal for prize winners.
its like boringggggggggg! way too bored.
tons of homework that i needa complete.
tests, tests, test. i hope there isn;t exams and test!
i;m feeling so tiredddddddddd, school makes me feel sick.

i'm so hook onto vic's blog song! (:
is by norah jones, and its wayyyyyy cool!

give me the strength lord, to move on with my life.
obstacles than i've been through made me stronger in life.
and its God you made me strong, he is the creator of my life.

2007-03-31T00:49:00.000+08:00

everything seems so wrong, please tell me that it didn;t happen at all.

people close to me, knows what happened.
miss school for two days this week, pretty busy week
tests, homework, which i have tons of them, and it kept coming.

the feeling of losing two closed ones, the feeling suck totally.
losing two, in a month, should i say i;m unlucky or something.
no one expected this to come, and its so sudden, it hurt me deeply
that none could ever expierence such a thing.
it suck,=/ i hate this kinda of feeling.
all the cermony are done and stuffs, but things weren;t the same.
memories that reminded me of the people.
THANKS BOTH GRANDMA (:
i hope everything would be fine.

thanks people, who kept me in prayer, and even my family!
LOVEEES!, VIC, sister mayce, peiming, joyce , alena. shawn bro (:
thanks for everything!

2007-03-25T01:57:00.001+08:00

wen to joyce's church today (:
its just like a few small group gathering, had time of games and just food.
church of praise, (: had fun playing with them. the people there are nice(: and friendly.

nothing pretty much this weekends. just plain and simple.
i hope that i'll be able to study with dinie tmr.
and school starts on monday. borrrrrrrringgggg. roar!
its just carry on and on. , the routine that never change.

its him who give me the strength to move on
the love he gave me, that can;t compared with anything.

2007-03-23T19:46:00.000+08:00

long week of school, tiring. and i;m gonna flunk my vocab test for sure.
had chinese remedial today, which is kinda boring.
and i've tons of homework this week. );
i wanna finish O's fast. like who wouldn;t? haha

suppose to meet andy and vic this weekend, to either beach, holland v, or island creamery.
but mr andy wasn;t free again ): . its pretty sad for me and vic! next week for sure.

i realise things weren;t going right for me
changes took place, and i just feel weird at times.

Labels : mixtures of feelings

2007-03-22T22:06:00.000+08:00

had a great outing on my last day of march break
met up with andy and vic, after so many months.
had a great time together! i love the both of them. met later afternoon, and catch a movie at cine, the messenger(: its like damn funny during the movie, there's this guy who kept
scolding CB during the show, and he screamed very loudly at one part. it made everyone burst out into laughter, so like the people in the whole cinema knows about him.
after movie, we went to have a cake at NYDC , FAB. (: i love.
a long day afterall, met up with lots of andy's friend, great day!

did i mention that wenday get into css2, (: round 1.
congrats my dear girl.
had speech day rehersals, lessons. long long long day for every single day):

changed my add from -melina.blogspot. to makeitlove.blogspot. as lots of people can;t view blog with the " -" so i planned to change it. hope it does work welll.

2007-03-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

i have many things to blog about, i shall start with my choir camp'07
150307 to 160307 , VIVA LA CHOIR
its like the best in my life, i loveeeeee the camp people.
talk alot with the choir members, which are my love ones! (:
we get to know each other better , get to like bond together.
most of us didn;t really sleep the whole night, we played some games ourselves(:
took some photos for the camp , like damn fab. i love my choir mates
we love to laugh and share jokes with one another, my lovely ones who kept me company
had choir idol, and ELIZ our winner. congrats (:
had a wonderful time, and end off with the captain ball matches.
a long and tiring day, went to slack at sk's house and back home.

PHOTOS

Labels: choir camp'07

2007-03-13T19:14:00.000+08:00

had chinese extra lesson today. did chinese compo.
which i suck at it totally. chinese O's is coming, which makes me feel so scare.

went out yesterday, with peiming and joshua.
watched music and lyrics (: way back into love.
lunched plus dinner at cafe cartel, its like the our favourite place? haha
the movie was fab and everything goes on well.

finally get to see andylim (: my best friend man. but we didn;t get to like really chat.
so we gonna meet up this weekends i guess. and i seriously miss him. the fun we had after church , i will never forget.he is a person who really cheers me up. we just needa have a longggggggggg chat.

walk to lido, and didn;t get to watch stomp the yard, which peiming wants badly.
so we walk back to cine, here and there. haha
had fun laughing with the both of them, the Is. yay.
back home after that.

meeting with pri schoolmates tmr (:
i miss them totally.! wohoo. and choir camp on thurs and friday
loveeeeeeeee, but i have tons of homework not done. ):
holidays = homework. which totally suck, few more months! yes yes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICH GOH , loveeeeeeees.

SEC5 one, rocks man.

2007-03-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

awwwwwwwwww, i'm missing church
i miss praise and worship. i miss sermon. [:
hillsongs, delirious, ccc band, chc band.

finally cheering competition is over (:
though none of the sec5s won, but we did enjoyed ourselves
its my first time, expierencing the togetherness between my own class and even 5 two'07
its great (: dance, cheer. everything was fun, and i love its people
sec5s, are great right? i love 5 one'07 totally.
both classes performed for each other after everything (: thanks people.!
effort, time, disagreement, everything sums up the whole event.
all of us were disappointed. but we were contented too. for the fun we had . *grins

SEC5 ONE IS SO COOL.
instead the whole sec5s are so damn cool.

weekends were boring, i stayed at home like the whole weekends.
and i miss shopping for like real, i wanna buy stuffs. i wanna hit town.
yes i want. (: march break. whooo.
visited grandma, and hope she would be fine. [:

wennn (: don;t worry, nothing will change
my bestest sister (: whom i share everything with!
thanks for everything [: loveeeeeeeeeeeee.

2007-03-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

so busy with cheer stuffs (:
i love love love, to see the class united, but there are still some odd ones out.
i flare up easily recently, kinda like emtional, which i;ve predicted.
i can;t tolerate nonsense, and everything. was so fed up with the guys ytd.
oh my, i kinda like wonder is this a sec5 class, with this kind of attitude. hate it totally

don;t feel like thinking about what kinda treatment i get from them.
they seriously don;t give a damn also, so i shouldn;t care about them too.
irritating, and ignorant people. which makes me feel so fed up. i can;t be bothered.
i just wanna rant, i;m just feeling so emotional this few days.
family matters, which kept appearing in my mind.!

i seriously, miss my grandmother. and i'll love her forever.
i can;t get over it, i really can;t ):

met them like alternate days! and somehow, your certain treatment make me pissed off, and real dissappointed in you. never mind. since everything is solve, than i shouldn;t like take it to heart.

i;m awaiting for weekends, holidays, choir camp (: oh my. great great great.
i wanna meet up with my sunshine VIC (: yes yes, and vivien the lovely girl.
march break! yea, i wanna go out and have fun! yay.

2007-03-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

found out that, everytime i blog, i talk about happy stuffs.
i always said like, 'this week was great'.
but for this time, i don;t not even wish i have to go through this week.
saddness kept my whole weekend. i really don;t know how i should feel.
its just so sudden

busy weekends. kept me thinking about lots of stuffs
i wish things weren;t like this.my mood really goes down and down.
i appeared so happy in the outside, but in the inside its terrible
thanks classmates, peiming, dine,joshua, for comforting me in class.
thanks wenn, allan kor, ashley, for coming (:
thanks for everything! love love.

today was the worst. that tears kept rolling.
uncontrollable tears, make me feel so terrible.
though i know its inevitable thing. but its just so so terrible

goodbye grandma ):
i will miss you! and i will love you. thanks for everything

bringing back the bond make me smile (:
which i've never expected, you are just like a big brother to me.
cheering me up everyday, make me laugh. thanks!
3 years plus of sister-brother ship. and i want it to go on (:
i don;t know, there's just something than makes me happy, though we kept quarrelling but we know that the both of us don't mean it. i really wanna thank you for everything,
love love kor! thanks.

2007-02-19T00:32:00.001+08:00

great week! (:
cny, halfday, and shopping spree.
had a great week with cliques, but not school.
having test for like so many days, and it makes me faint.
i just hope i will do well (:
quite opt out of SYF choir, i know its gonna be tiring, and i can;t spend so much time on practices, so i rather quit and concentrate more on studies
but i hope choir will do well this year (:

valentine's day on wednesday (:
made stuffs for my cliques! hope they like it.
thanks wenn mei, dinie (:, peiming, afiq bro! for all the presents
i love it people! thanks. had a rose, mashmallow, a card and a test-tube from them.
the best vday ever!
happy valentine's day!

halfday on friday.
so had breakfast with peijun, joshua and peiming.
great time laughing and chatting, its again the four of us. haha talk about our childhood (:
great time (:, went shopping after that and sam tag along. we had a great time.
saw my cousin at marina, and went home with sam (:
i bought a green top and a shorts! haha cny cny cny.

saturday (:
reunion dinner was fab, mum prepared more than enought stuffs.
i was feel so so so full after dinner. haha great steamboat and tepanyaki! yummy.

its CNY!
prepared stuffs, and went up. visiting and stuffs. so fun! met my cousins, auntie, uncles, and nephews, spend the whole day. i;m feeling so exhausted now.

2007-02-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

i'm back, finally have the real time to blog
had great fun! (: i love my friends totally.
met up with the poly friends, went vivo city.
oh hotness, i bought my clutch. oh yes yes, i'm feeling so happy.
had fun with them, and stuffs. great friends.

school, common tests ):
like totally suck. i think i'm gonna do badly. i hate hate hate it.
i have like alot of common tests left, tmr its ss. like so shit.
no matter what i'm gonna fail for sure

choir like per normal. haha went central with the gang
khei, afiq bro, rasikin, guifang, jordan, junquan and wenn sis (:
we just talk and laugh non stop. haha great mates! i love them all.
gym after that. tiring day. haha but i love going to the gym, though its tiring.

shop for stuffs this few days with wenn.(: love love
saw my lovely alena (: haha
went for luo zhi xiang's music show case. haha nice! i like his songs, so fab.
had fun with yen, shopping around. haha bonding sessions.
went shopping for new year stuffs today. haha like totally cool.
i wanna get the topshop stop, denim shorts from bugis! oh my. spending money again.
valentine's day next week. nothing pretty much for me.

vic (: cheer up girl. meet up real soon? no matter what i;m always here!
don't worry, and smile!

feeling to stress up with stuffs. sigh. i;m so afraid of my studies. ):
arghhhhhhhhh. tests, homework. makes me go mad. O's is killing me.

until i get over you

2007-02-03T01:03:00.000+08:00

one week of school
its pretty boring, had fun with cliques. keep laughing this few days.
4 tests this week, and finally its weekends now. and tons of weekend assignment to complete.
since i can;t sleept yet, so i shall finish some. haha
i wanna have fun tmr , oh yes yes (:
finally sign up for the gym, and i'm gonna go there everyday!
oh please, i wanna be determine. i will.

pretty bored with school already, test, homework, lessons.
i have no time to play anyhow. i can only enjoy fun during weekends.
O's please leave me fast, i know its still feb only. but its killing me soon.

i miss E212 people, especially those that i've not met for a longgggggg time.
i wanna meet up with all of you soon. haha take care people! loves

2007-01-28T00:52:00.000+08:00

BACK. (:
three days of camp, and i enjoyed the last day the most.
first day was like study skills, memorising of words through making a story. than followed by the different learning styles, and Amaths test. i;m gonna flunk for sure!

second day
career skills, haha we had hell lots of fun! and stress management. (: i;m feeling good. haha
and till the most boring workshop, and the trainer don;t even know how enlighten it, she was like saying she have to finish it and stuffs, its goals settings workshop anyway

third day (:
discovering ourselves more. haha i;m a governor. (: its so like me.
i am sensitive in nature
fears : rejection, criticism, and the loss of security, and they are worry too much about what others think. they want to be accepted as members of the team and like to know exactly what is expected before they start new stuffs. haha i feel that its kinda true about me. we had fun playing the caterpillar game! haha its super fun. i love love, and i;m scare of the bursting of balloons.

nyp trip after that. its was a total boredoom. oh my, its pretty dumb to be there.
so not enthu and the atmosphere wasn;t as good. haha
din-ed at cafe cartel with peijun, peiming and joshua! yummy (:
we took a long time to decide on what to eat man. it took us like 1 hour? haha we had real fun
chatting and laughing! great time (: lower sec days

english workshop today
its interesting and real useful for me. (:
i will apply it for my paper two.
met the group early morning for breakfast, rush here and there. waited outside
and went in. copy notes and stuffs, and i get to see my primary schoolmates! (:
went shopping after that with peiming, wendy, peijun, yen chin, joshua at bugis.
didn;t buy anything, met dinie and the guy, haha and went parkway.
bought a top at dorothy perkins, and shoes at Ebase. (:
i was broke after that, and joshua treat us at pasta mania.
went back to tamp, walk around and home sweet home!

shopping with family tmr. LOLS take care people

i wish to just talk to you like normal.
i don;t wanna be like a stranger to you. just a friend, casual chat is good enough for me
i love laughter. photos up by tmr! bye

2007-01-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

back to blog, finally have the time to really talk about school and stuffs
school as usual, lessons, tests, and homeworks
all this are those must have for school. and i really hate doing all this
feeling better with stuffs now! i just don;t wanna dwell on all this and really affect me emtionally.
i just wanna be who i am, happy go lucky girl! i just love the taste of laughter
that's my life.

went for tp and np open house. and i know what course i;m interested in (:
i needa work hard, to be able to get into poly (:
extra work and time! i just hope i can cope with schoolwork now.

had choir today, mich is back! (:
so love her, at least now someone is in sop with me! wohoo, the feeling is great
went home, and here i am, a long and tedious day. and there's Amaths test tmr, oh my, i'm just gonna flunk.

oh vic! thanks for the encouragement!
you are such a great friend! i love you girl, we must really meet up soon!
we have lots to catch up with. (: i'm gonna strive hard, and do well for O's. i will overcome it!

i;m not trying to ignore what's going on
i just wanna be happy, and not end up quarrelling.

2007-01-17T19:25:00.000+08:00

yea. i decided to blog.
enough is enough, the arguement shouldn;t just go on like this, i admit both parties are partly wrong. although this thing occur, actually i didn;t pretend nothing happen, and its really hard to talk to all of you about the problem. i don;t have the courage, and seriously its not easy. i've never been through such a difficult stage in my life. and its a real hard obstacle i've had. travelling is a problem for me, simei isn;t that accessible, can;t compare me with yasin, sometimes i don;t have the energy to travel there plus there's another reason which concern my family. true, every year there's always a arguement that happened between us, yes we are always able to solve it, but this time round, its a group. likewise i've said, i'm not as strong as what you think. try putting yourself in my situation? being in the group during recess. yet no one talks to me, how was i feeling in the inside? how lonely i am, i admit i depend on friends a lot, and that's me, all of you know. although i appeared to be in a group? yet no one cared about me? you know how painful it is? its a real torturing scene for me, sitting with all of you in the group during recess, the laughter you all had, yet i;m not included. seriously it makes me feel worst. yes its true, we didn;t spend time during the holidays? but don;t you all think its too cruel to treat me like this? i mean like since you all still regarded me like friends or part of the group. should all of you just talk to me? if its like abit? its still okay? but you all don;t even talk to me? how am i going to suvive in such environment? for instance you didn;t spend time with christina, yet you can still talk to her happily? what about me? like what you had said, knowing each other for like going to 5 years? we don;t have anything to talk about? for meiyi i can understand, but for you? i did meet you during the holidays? going to church, or meeting doug that time? we did talk. can;t you just talk to me in school? i did try talking , yet it seems like you all aren;t interested. i gave up in the end, i can;t just be like this forever. let's say during recess, after finishing your food, you all just walk off, and don;t care about me? how would i feel? happy? sad? or? i really don;t know. i teared when all this are happening to me? who really stand out and make me laugh? comfort me? at least one of you just come and talk to me about it? yet the first week none of you talk to me. after prom night, i seriously don;t have the guts to ask all of you out? one thing, what will happen if we will to go out together? we will end up like how we were in school? so? how am i going to face all this? during this holidays i tried to spend time with wen, and miao. i just wanna make up with the time i didn;t had with them, working in my mum's office already takes up most of my holidays? yes, maybe i did reject all of you sometimes, for outing. but not all the time? sometimes i really have to work. did talk to you on msn, and said that we can go shopping one day, you said you don;t feel like going shopping anymore? yet how i feel? i did try, sometimes time just can;t go along with things. do i have a choice? i can;t change time. and i have real poor time management. real sorry.

thanks for joining me in church, but welcome, i;m happy that you join the family and recieve christ! (: being a child of God is great. thanks for the fun you brought during church. hope you continue the walk with God! okays? i will remember every single laughter, jokes, fun, outings we had. i will never forget all the fun we had. every single bit has been kept in my heart. in this group there are real good and fun times, but there are times that are real bad. i;m really sorry, for the harsh actions or words i might have done in the group that make all of you dislike me or something. the fun we had studying for N's, for all subjects. the fun we have in tamp mart mac. i will always remember how close we were. (: i admit i had lots of fun in cmmbs. sentosa trip is one memorable one, the cam whoring sessions, shopping sessions, movie freaks we were. i really enjoyed. i really had fun. and i miss every bit of them. thanks for the help during my n's period. i;m really grateful for all those teachings! don;t worry i still remember the ice cream treat that i owe you! and i will pay you back. same case for meiyi. the going to 5 years friendship, my laughing partner. i will never forget how fun it was. from sec 1, the nerdy us, to the sec5 we are now. such a long journey and i've made lots of good friends, and seriously, the 4 of you had made a big difference in my life. those encouragement, fun, laughter, joy i;ve had. i really appreciates. great friends, with great help in my life. having a friendship like this, i've learn lots of things, and i;m thankful for all this. if there wasn;t all of you here, i;m can't be what i am now. friends plays an important role in my life. and seriously thanks for all this!

having peiming is one thing, having my choir mates its another thing. yea seriously, the bond we had the past few years, people can;t replace everything. i had laughter with my choirmates, because they manage to cheer me up, when i was feeling so down in the inside in school, when i had quarrels with all of you. i wanted to leave this place, i wanted so much to leave this school. but i can;t, don;t worry, you all are still the great friends i had throughout my life. eventually. i took alot of courage to leave the group, i didn;t tell all of you, because i really don;t know how to. because the loneliness i felt in the group, i really can;t take it anymore. which makes me leave the group, i know i've disappointed you. but i;m really sorry. maybe changing a new group of friends would be better for me? the pair thing? sometimes makes a big difference. i don;t know how to say it, but you will realise it soon. sorry for leaving this group, although i can;t bear, but i've left. i really hope we are still able to talk in school like how we were, as in like friends? i don;t wanna be like strangers. but friends. though we might not be able to spend time as often, but i hope. you will still ask me out , study, shopping or anything. i;m willing to , and i;m happy to have fun with all of you again. things happened, and it come this far. all of you have been great friends for me, adding colours into my life too. great happenings too. i really enjoyed! thanks cmbs. i love all of you once again.along the friendship, i've made great friends through baohui, and meiyi! i love the both of you!. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING PEOPLE

thanks for the financial help.
thanks for the love
thanks for the concern
thanks for the lame jokes
thanks for the shopping trip
thanks for the sun tanning fun
thanks for the change in me
thanks for the help through my studies
thanks for the 4 years friendship we had, and it will never end
thanks for everything
thanks for the encouragement and advices

i will have never forget everything we had, i;m really grateful. (:
friends forever! i will never forget this friendship i've had. love!
i don;t know whether i will regret, let nature take its course

2007-01-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

EYE CANDY! EYE CANDY (:

went for service ytd (:
had lunch with mayce and eugene.
went tamp, and i bought another outfitters top!
i can;t resist temptation.
met wen after that at simei, she have her dinner at KFC.
haha had real fun with her. plan to do our homework , but we ended up shopping.
and we saw this eye candy! like omg, both of us were crazy.
its our eye candy! (: *grins! she's my bestest sister. (:

school as usual! time passes so fast today!
oh yes yes! and there's choir tmr. hope its fun.
i;m feeling better! (:
friends who have me cheering me up! thanks! love love.

2007-01-14T00:45:00.000+08:00

make changes to the blogskin, at least it doesn;t look so dead now. (:
its colourful, and i want my life to be colourful

no point frowning everyday, making myself think about it every single day
i just wanna be happy, make myself feel like how i am.
love, care and concern from friends, have been a great help for me (:
nothing pretty much to say, its raining almost every single day!

i want the rain to wash away all my troubles!
i wanna be a happy and hyper woman! yipee. yes yes
i can overcome everything. i;m sure i can.

2007-01-10T18:31:00.000+08:00

my words might be blunt. don;t blame me for all this post
i;m not feeling the same anymore, don;t feel like reading just leave.
i feeling real emo this few days.
i just wanna type out how i reall feel. i'm just ranting.

2007-01-10T18:21:00.000+08:00

i rather not see, or hear anything.
its makes me stupid, hoping things would be the same
i knew it won;t, and i will never expect anything more
just leave it as it is, i;m tired of all these stuffs
maybe, i;m just not suppose to be part of it.
we appeared to be a group, but it doesn;t show everything.
maybe its just me, but i think i rather not think, everything is so contracditing.

i'm not so strong anymore, i might break down real soon.

mr shafie said this, and made me think alot
true friends are the one, who will always be there for you, no matter what kind of problems or troubles you face. they will still be there you ,and not runaway from all this.
i finally know who are the friends who really care about how i feel. (:

thanks wen, miao, alena, peiming, derek, daniel! (:
thanks for cheering me up. love love
i need time to cool down and think about stuffs!
i love choir mates! they are always making me smile! thanks for the warm welcome!

2007-01-07T21:59:00.000+08:00

went out with wenn and joan (:
i had fun, shopping, but i didn;t find stuffs that i want.
went back home. i talk to daniel on the phone.
he is a very nice brother to me! we talk about all kinds of things, our problems, our life and everything. we didn;t really have long chats on the phone for a long time. (:
thanks for all those encouragement and stuffs. i doubt , you will read this. but you are a real nice brother, he can really teach me new english words, like today? 'procrastinating' which i won;t use it? my language is not that strong, i can;t really do well in my language wise.

school starts tmr.
extra lessons after school, oh my.
if school wasn;t in my dictionary. haha i think its stupid. it won;t appear that way
i;m crapping like craze, learning from daniel. haha
some coy cats and dogs stuffs. both of us are real lame in msn.
wohoo. unknowingly, we've been friends for like 3 years? real cool.
we are good friends, plus sister and brother? haha he is like a big brother to me too.

2007-01-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

the reality hit me badly.
i don;t know if i;m sensitive, but i;m feeling so down in the inside.
i;m wanna runaway from everything, i just wanna smile and laugh everyday
i wish things weren;t this way.

2007 resolutions (:
1. slim down
2. do well for O's, less than 20 pts
3.able to find a church to dwell in
4.daily devotion
5.cope with stress and problems
6.reach my goals and expectations
7. a new sport (:
8.friends and family to be happy

that;s all i guess. most important i wanna do well
i wanna be less sensitive.
thanks jiawen, and miao for the fun during the holidays! (: love love
thanks peiming for being there when i needed someone (:
thanks cmmbs gang for the fun throughout 2006, and hope we will be as close like before
thanks classmates for the fun!
i have many things to say, but sometimes i do now know how to put it in words.
i wanna be happy and hyper! yes yes (: i will overcome all my fears.

2007-01-03T21:31:00.000+08:00

BACKKKKKKKK TO SCHOOL AGAIN
first day of school, is boring. haha breifing and stuffs
changes in the school, we are able to bring our cell phones to school.
i have never expected it when i step into prcs.
had lots of catch up with peiming. haha talking about the holidays. (:
i have tons of homework not done, the deadline is friday.
nothing much today. boring day.
school ended at 1 (: reach home early. yes yes.

i feel different, i'm lost with the feeling of love from friends.

playing with wenn on msn. haha
people think that i;m a les.
I LOVE JIAWEN
I LOVE MIAO TOO. haha
i love all my friends.
I LOVE FUN (:
i miss holidays.

was busy packing my study room the past few days (:
its neat and clean now! i love the new table and bookshelves.
it will than motivates me to study in that room.

2007-01-01T14:21:00.000+08:00

i finally have the time to blog (:
was busy working all along, and now school gonna reopen and i can;t have fun playing anymore
i stop blogging after sam's chalet.
christmas was fab.
i went for church service on the 23, and the drama was great.(:
i miss lots of church friends, who aren;t in church now! meet up real soon okay?
christmas eve was stupid, went town to sell the light sticks
and it makes me feel bored, didn;t really sell it. haha don;t care.
went fisherman village to meet the guys and sell them some of them (: grins thanks guys
and thanks redzuan di for accompanying me there.
christmas day (:
family gathering and get presents (: yay
i love getting presents. felt so love . mum and dad bought me christmas presents too (:
after christmas kinda work all the way. haha! boringgggg.
but i love my mum! she's so nice to me even during work.
after gathering , went to meet peiming and joshua at night.
had fun chatting and getting wet. (:

had shopping with my sister one of the days , haha
bought a fox skirt , flats and a red earth eye liner
fun fun (: haha

went out with wen on the 30th.
walk around looking for stuffs , but can;t find any ):
i need another shopping spree soon.
cab to tamp, met sam and wenn wasn;t feeling good.
waited for xl, than went home (: i had fun too.
thanks sam and xl, wen, (:
not to forget HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIAO DARL
i will pay back de. (: wait for me.

last day of 2006
went ikea because we needa buy stuffs
table and a book shelve, but the table is out of stock.
throwing my table away (:
than went changi village to eat. and back home.
gonna go the other ikea to find stuffs again!

LASTLY HAPPY NEW YEAR

2006-12-22T18:51:00.000+08:00

back home (: feeling so fresh
yesterday after work, rush home and went off to sam's chalet.
reach there, and they started the bbq. haha
didn;t really have much to do. miao didn't come ):
lem, rasa, sam, jay , eugene and xl's friends are there.
eat, play, rest, walk. haha this are things i did.
kungfu chaos, again! (: haha its fun.
all of us went archade and played, took photos on the way there.
went back to chalet, and it wasn;t really that good. so i wasn;t feeling that good too.
i shan;t elaborate. afterall its still sam's birthday
so we went back to the room, and rest. planned to go red house, but its cancelled in the end
because of some problems and stuffs. which i don;t really wanna care about.
sam i know its not your fault (: i don;t blame you.
so we went back and ended up. chatting non-stop. its just so weird to hear people keep talking about stuffs. haha you people know what i;m talking about.
aftermath, i planned to rest, its already 4 i guess. and i slept. haha peace! i won;t go deaf.
till morning. (:

went to my bro's new school, pasir ris sec
bought his stuffs, and off for lunch
lunched at ep jack's place. yum yum (:
and walk around ep, and bought a top.
nothing else. and went home. haha i;m wanna sleep soon. feeling so tired.
x'mas service tmr. (: haha i wanna have fun tmr.(:

sam(:
i did enjoyed. don;t worry
i enjoyed sleeping
i enjoyed playing kungfu chaos
i enjoyed the six of us trying to squeeze into your cam phone screen
i enjoyed walking around outside
i enjoyed singing happy birthday song for you
i enjoyed the food
i enjoyed the fun we had
i enjoyed listening to all saying lame stuffs
i enjoyed bring stuffs home
i enjoyed RASA's JELLY(: * grins
i enjoyed having peace for my ears

haha (: i enjoyed everything
thanks people for all the stuffs, including the food.
thanks xl and co.
THANKS CLIQUES. haha i love all of you. all of you always bring joy, fun and laughter into my life. (:

2006-12-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

work today. haha kinda slack.
i love mummy (: haha , went imm after work.
she wanna treat me for big dinner! haha but i plan it for other days.
walk around, shop. haha daddy came late.
we dine at long john , as we were kinda hungry. haha!
mummy bought mango delight from secret recipe haven;t eat it yet.
it looks yummy (: haha thanks mummy. haha! she's feeling so gay today.
walk and walk, till i;m so tired. went giant to buy some stuffs, and bought dinner home for others, than home sweet home.

working tmr, and sam's chalet!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM (:

2006-12-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

we've been through it (: yay! continue tmr. (:
the holiday is nice (:

thanks everyone, especially those who pray for me.
those encouragement i got from my good friends.
and most of all, my family and God.

2006-12-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

life is just not my kind of game
its complicating, its hurtful
love, friends, family, God.
sometimes i felt that things weren;t right
i don;t know where to start and stop. sometimes i wish i wasn;t me
i felt weak, and appeared strong.
i don;t know what i need. i just felt so different in the inside.
i wish i can keep myself away from troubles, but i can;t. i wish i dont exist.

2006-12-17T21:18:00.000+08:00

i didn;t blog regularly this week.
working is a chore, and sometimes it really bores me.
went out with my darlings again for shopping spree, which really cheers me up.
thanks girls! i had fun that day. its on a saturday. (: haha
work for the whole damn week. only one day off? haha and i met up with wen, and afiq and wen;s friend. just to have dessert.

friday,
went back early, but ended up late. met baohui at her bus stop. and off to pasir ris.
long way there man, the both of us walk from one end of pasir ris park to the other end twice. haha (: its kinda tiring but worth while. sorry guys, i didn;t know the steamboat closed down or something. and i think i kinda spoil the outing! haha we walk all the way to pasir ris central.
and cabbed home with baohui (: haha

yesterday (:
stayed at home the whole afternoon. haha
my dad picked miao up and both of us went to downtown.
met zhiyuan . and off to wenn's bbq. thanks wenn. (:
haha didn;t do much there. was chatting with afiq and the others all the way.
and met sis, and dad pick us back again! home. (:

today.
celebrated sis's birthday at eastpoint.(:
she finally turn 20. haha
happy birthday sis! (:
and stayed at home the whole day.
results tmr. ): mixture of different feelings.

2006-12-06T00:04:00.000+08:00

primary school friends dayout (:

i love you girl, who are always there encouraging me with the walk with God.

i met up with joyce at around 5 in simei, and off we headed to plaza sing.

though we haven;t been chatting much, but i love you bestfriend (:

reach there and walk around. as usual alena is late. so we walked around, and finally settled down at cafe cartel for dinner. so joyce and me waited for alena to reach.
the service there is super good (: i love good services.
so had our sumptuous meal. its sinful, each of us spend like 20 bucks? haha
its fun, and yummy . i love good food.
so after that we headed to town, and walked around at heeren.
joyce left. ): we will meet up next week . ESCAPE
so alena and me, continued to walk around. and she bought a bag, than off to taka.
went to meet alena's cousin. haha. didn;t see him for like years? LOLS
after a while we headed home . and here i am!
photos , its our dinner. yum yum

mine (:

alena's
joyce's

outing with gfs tmr. LOVE LOVE. wen and miao
we will talk till we drop.

2006-12-04T01:05:00.000+08:00

wohoo. great fun day with miao girlfriend

MIAO MIAO MIAO (:

great outing today. went bugis, walk around and waited for wenn.

she didn;t turn up in the end. but miao and me went window shopping in the malls
which is super bored. so we went mos burger. waited and waited

wenn can;t come. kinda sad. but miao and me were cam whoring , we were like super bored

so we went bugis street. it wasn;t very fun.

we walk all the way to suntec. done with our stuffs, and went off (:

went to wenn's block to meet her. both of us missed 2 buses

reached there. we chat, laugh and everything. i love you girls.

went home with miao.
PHOTOS!

thanks for the fun. i love you bestfriend (:

2006-12-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

i wish the journey never ends

work today, pretty bored
filing, receipt stuffs, i did lots of stuffs today
lunch time, and back to work.
i need a shopping spree soon.

i find myself standing in a place, with seems so strange.
happy birthday vic! (:

2006-11-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

i feel so screwd up with life.
i lost everything, i felt that nothing is there
i felt lost , like never before, who's gonna bring me back

grad night was great
i;m gonna miss everyone, seriously, my choir mates
i;m gonna miss all of you badly, we've been through training for the pass 4 years
i miss the skipping of choir practices, the boring sectionals, the drama rehersals
i gonna miss you people! seriously, i miss everything, we've been through. no matter
what we are freinds forever! (:
i gonna miss all my express friends!
grad wasn;t very fab, but its the last chance i;m gonna meet all those people

today, was so shag
stayed at home the whole morning, went to have kfc for lunch with my sis and dad!
than went starbucks with my sister, to accompany her? she just needa study
went to talk around, and back home. i wasn;t a very fruitful day. but i know my sis is always there for me. LOVES(:

thanks people, for ytd
thanks for the listening sessions, (:
i just felt to great after that, thanks!

2006-11-21T12:31:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling restless. i feel like i meant nothing to this world.
i;m feeling emo again, but i just wanna rant.

had class chalet last week, its the last time the whole of 4/2 would be together. we don;t know if all of us will be promoted up to sec5 but i'll miss this class, for hell loads. all those fun we had in class, the lame-ness, the things we said, the things we do. scolding each other. agruements that's forever. though this year was short, but its our 2 years of friendship that brought us this far. being together as one, in the same class, getting into trouble together. i will defintely miss 4/2'06 . a bunch of slackers. (: thanks classmates for all the fun we had the whole 2 years, i remembered we started out like strangers, ended up as real classmates. i love you people

grad night is tmr. hope its gonna be some kinda fun and not torture.
its the last time i;m gonna see those express people. i will miss all of you for sure
my choir mates!! all those fun, the drama we took part.oh my i miss everything !

2006-11-10T14:18:00.000+08:00

1 more week, and bridging gonna end (:
went to have pizza hut for lunch on wednesday! with my cliques.
yummy. its mum's birthday ytd. (: wasn;t in a good mood , so ytd was a bad bad day. which i don;t wish to elaborate.

nothing pretty much happened today.
had chem practical. all of us were kinda blur haha i think i will fail practical.
log and trigo is killing me, my head was spinning while doing worksheets.
and its test next week, i think i'm just gonna flunk.
i wish school end fast.
its class chalet next week! i;m gonna miss everyone in my class.
all those fun we had this 2 years.

i wish nothing will change. (:

2006-11-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks, till bridging ends. (:
lessons, test, homework.
this is what i face everyday? haha its kinda dumb to study now, firstly when its holidays, secondly we haven;t got our results. the school is clever. kinda shit, and moody about school.
bible study (: loves. learnt alot.
didn;t do much recently, just school. and stuffs, church. and that's all.
life is such a boredoom. i just need something to make me feel great?
i'm emo this few days.

things aren;t same, i feel that i'm locked up.
in a place where i can;t think, i need time to sort out my thoughts and feelings.

2006-10-30T21:22:00.000+08:00

this few days, wasn;t really good, there were many things that kept me thinking.
i feel so weird, sensitive about anything
i may appear strong on the outside, but nobody knows, actually i;m weak in the inside.
i felt as though i meant nothing in this world.
am i thinking too much?, or its just another obstacle of life that i have to go through
i'm just feeling out of place, which makes me feel so weird in the inside, which nobody ever notice, i wish i didn;t have to think or go through.
but i know, God will always be there for me.
he kept me stronger in a sense, miao and wen! i miss you too.
we must have a heart to heart talk!

maybe its just another part and parcel of life, its the way you look at the perspective of your life and problems, i'm just keeping myself in a room, to clear my thoughts.

i'm feeling weak inside, but he gave me the strength to move on.
i love you abba father

2006-10-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

why things became to complicated.
doug cheer up! (: don;t think about it anymore

i'm finally done with my sister's blog
VISIT HER ONLINE BLOG.
ONLINE SHOP

past few days were out, having fun with my clicks
even went shopping to help a guy? haha
super fun day, but its kinda picky with stuffs
went 3 places and finally bought stuffs. phew
school tmr. ): i hate it.

2006-10-20T02:07:00.000+08:00

I'm done with my blogskin, finally.
my sister is gonna nag at me for the blogskin too.

its 2am now. i;m still awake, blame myself for sleeping so much just now
and i can't sleep now.
playtime tmr. yay. i'm just feeling bored. feel like typing anything.

thoughts kept me awake.

2006-10-20T00:45:00.000+08:00

back to school since monday.

school was a total boredoom, i mean really boring.
lessons as usual. its pretty pathetic.
exams are over and we have to study.
i;m kinda lazy to update my blog. and my blogskin. i'll do it soon

monday and tues was a total great day.
chalet!. haha playing xbox, the whole of two days. its pretty fun. (: i love you guys.
wednesday
movie, and sale. ROB-B-HOOD. i love the baby, its so adorable.
i still manage to watch it.

somehow i felt that things are so different, in my life.
the trip on the bus, reminds me of the past.
i;m still holding on to hope. but i know its impossible.
life is just like a rollercoaster, ups and down, which surrounds our lives.
i wish that, things would be simple, i wish i;m a small kid.
i meant nothing to this world. i need time. i need everything.

2006-10-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

my break is ending soon. FROWNS ):
back to school on monday. shrugs, i wanna have more fun.
thanks girlfriend for the fun, sentosa,rollerblading (: i love love love.

catch world trade centre today. the show was kinda nice. i rate it 3/5?
its quite interesting, but it kinda hurt me, when i see the plane and the people who survive.
i have pictures to upload, but not yet. i'm kinda lazy to do so.
i;m halfway through my blogskin, gonna make some changes.
thanks baohui and sharon for the treat.(:

2006-10-07T12:19:00.000+08:00

two more papers to go through. and N's will be gone.
hope i really do well (: and reach my expectations.

i have many things to blog about, but i don;t know how to start or where to start. serious am i a useless friend? which can;t help any friends on earth? maybe i;m just an idiot living in this reality world, without feelings, or thoughts for friends or others.

serious, i;m not good at words. when i hear some things which i can;t accept like losing a friend?i really don;t know what to do. i;m not good at consoling you? somehow maybe i;m not the right person to talk to you. i tried ways to make you feel better, i really hope that its not true about the results. i pray for a miricale and hope things would be better, but maybe its useless to you. i do care about my friends, every single one, and i hope you really understand, about the care as a friend for you.maybe i just don;t have the capabilities to cheer you up.
if you ever read this and you know its you. don;t talk to me about it. don;t mention it anymore. this is how i feel. i really have nothing to say. cheer up dude. (: this is the least i can do to let you feel better. SMILE.maybe i;m not the person whom you can really talk and trust.

the haze is really bad ): FROWNS.

2006-10-01T10:26:00.000+08:00

I MISS BLOGGING.
somtimes i'm just so lazy, plus i don;t have the time to update about my life.1 more day, to N's, which is gonna start tmr. and my papaers will end on the 10 oct. and i know its gonna be fast. mugging! mugging! i have to study all day long. which i don't have a long rest for a long time.girlfriends have to planning activites for the 4 days break after N's! yay. i think its gonna be fun, but we have a long string of exams first to go through!. people taking N's. work hard, its the last lap!good luck. (:

i love love love, studying session.
yesterday is one fun session (:
i love my girlfriends, schoolmates.

2006-09-22T15:32:00.000+08:00

i have one more week to prepare for N's. which i have lots to do. i won;t blog that often, only after my N's. what is do everyday its just study and study. and i really hope my efforts would be paid off. N's its just the beginning of the new chapter of my life. i can;t believe its the end of sec4 life already. but its not the end of my studies, and i will do well. i want to! (:

i'm feeling a great feeling of love from my family.
friends are for ever. i know they will always be there.
thanks girlfriends for everything (: all of you are great.
you makes a difference in my life.

i feel that actually if you really love someone , shouldn;t you let him be happy and now let him feel miserable. sometimes people don;t know why you do things and makes things so complicated. which make your friend to be in a difficult position. learn to be complacence to what you have. you have a group of friends, you really want to lose of them just because of 'love' sometimes think about what you are doing, and not just do without thinking about the people around you. somehow be yourself. and not the image of someone else. everyone is special in one way. i'm sure you are special in a way, be yourself, don;t change or do things which will irritate people more. i know you are trying to fit in to everything, but in a way you will make things worst. hope you really understand what i mean.

2006-09-13T00:21:00.000+08:00

it makes me feel like blogging after viewing beautiful blogs.
i love my good friends, baohui and meiyi :) we had real fun studying.
though the time is short, but its one way we bond yep. i love friend bonding sessions. makes me feel more closer to my friends.disadvantage about studying. fastfood! and it kills me. oh my, it makes me feel like so sad, see those calories adding. never mind :( i got back prelims results and it totally sucks, i score 9 pts? for my best 3 subs, which means its way below my expectations, i don;t want just a pass, but below 6. i can do it, i know i can, IF i put in real hard work.
sometimes, i hate going to school, i have to drag myself up from bed every morning, when i reach school, its starts from stress and more stress, which makes life so busy? days like i've been having after june holidays.i want childhood life, but we have to grow up? right. i don;t know what's today topic is about, but i just wish to rant anything i like. maybe its a way to release my stress.
i went studying ytd, and today. 20 more days to N's. i just can;t bring to mood to think that its gonna start. i just have to do what i need everyday, which is study study study. everything makes me go real crazy. i learn stuffs about being nice. nice, nice? in a way of being nice? its just rants. i can go wild after studying.

i love baohui, meiyi, miaochan, wen!
i love you people.
i love God, and E212., my family
i love everyone on earth. :) i'm crazy.

2006-09-10T11:20:00.000+08:00

i have never felt so disappointed in my life before. i quarrelled with a friend recently, and it started out as a joke, but they treated it so seriously. they can joke about me, yet i can;t? what kinda of logic is this. trying to say i judge him? oh my, you judge me about my appearance. shouldn;t i judge you too. since i;m not a friend of yours, why send email to thanks people, since you don;t cherish them. have you ever wonder, how much a friend does for you, and one day you turn your back on her. somehow i felt, i help the wrong person, in a sense, some people take me for granted.i've never been insulted by a person like this. if next time, you ever come across this problem, you will know how i feel. but now it doesn;t matter to you at all, because its not you, but me. if one day you realise all this, please take note of the good friend you have. especially the one who has always been there for you the 2 years, but somehow you take her for granted. let it be, you have new friends to walk on, then just go ahead.

pastor pearch about thr marriage course again. this one is useful towards friendship it impacted me alot about the quarrel.i will only pick out points that is related to the quarrel.
topic:communication , the key to friendship.
the power of words: there are 5 of them
1. words go deep into a person's soul.
which means, what ever you say goes into others soul and heart.
Prov 26:22 the words of a talebearer are like tasty trifles, and they go down into the inmost body
2. words can break a person
Job19:2 "how long will you torment my soul, and break me in pieces with words?"
3. words guide our lives.
Prov. 18:21 death and life are in the power of the tongue.
mark 11:23-24
4.words have great destructive power.
5.words determine the quality of our friendship
prov.12:18 there is one who speaks like the piercings of a sword,but the tongue of the wise promotes health
prov .29:30 do you see a man hasty in his words? there is more hope for a fool than for him
EVERYTHING IS OVER :)
yesterday's service was awesome. i felt God is trying to tell me somthing. i love my dad and mum. if they didn;t give birth to me, i won;t be in church praising God now!. i love my family.

2006-08-31T19:59:00.000+08:00

i'm just so fustrated over my results. got back my Emaths paper1. i was so shocked. i have never felt so stress in my life before. i really pray hard that n's is easy. i wanna get over N's fast. its seriously killing me. i can;t even imagine how O's life would be like ? haha i think i'm just gonna die next year.

everything just went wrong.
i;m just so happy meeting pri schoolmates. we talk about those past. its seriously funny! i had real great fun. today. thanks people. i love all of you! haha. i miss pri school life.
please bring me back to the carefree life. secondary school is never easy. i rather stay to be a small little kid.

2006-08-24T15:58:00.000+08:00

finally, its time to blog. its gonna be a short one. busy studying for prelims, and now its prelims already. i can;t believe that N's its like next next week. it's isn;t a good thing to turn sixteen with all this stress in school. finish a num of papers. i;m left with 5 more papers to go. i'm just feeling so so scare for Add maths. which is next monday and tuesday. i hope everything just come into my mind. i;m just so tired for everything. had tuition ytd, and physics paper today. hope i really do well. i wanna score for science. i wanna do well for every single subject for prelims! except for social studies and geo. i don;t think i will even pass. so dead for next week papers. lots and lots of questions and practices. did i mention that saturday service was so great? DR Ar Bernard, sermon is super good. the longest notes i have in my note book. i want him to come back again.i needa rest before mugging.
i wanna be a child of God who will shine for him.
nothing is impossible for him to do in my life.

hillsongs rocks.
i wanna be with you LORD.

TOODLES.
i just feel so weird now.
God guide me through every single paper. i really need the strength.

2006-08-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

school starts again. i feel like i;m in a 'catholic school' now.miao mentioned this. i kind of agree with it. though its quite meaningful. but it placed it wrongly. forget it. i wanna catch 2 more movies in mind. but i don;t have the time. prelims start next week. i;m suppose to study today. but nothing seems to motivates me.i had fun during saturday service.
anyway people. CLICK. a must watch show. its super funny, and i find its pretty meaningful. i wanna watch, my super ex girlfriend and tokyo drift. haha

things seems so complicated,its hard to understand how you really feels. we need trust, communication in the group. which i don;t see any changes. i don;t know how long i can hold on. please tell me, i;m just thinking too much. i don;t see a need to care so much. i;m just so sick and tired of everything

happy birthday, peiming! sixteen. LOVE
happy belated brithday to candice too.
i love the both of you! thanks girls

2006-08-10T15:35:00.000+08:00

i had fun this national day holiday. and school starts tmr. its very fast, after this holiday i won;t get the chance to rest anymore. i have to start mugging everyday. and that;s sec4 life. i still have fun every single day.

i had fun with the cmmbs people. we went marina square and catch the movie click. its super nice.! haha. its simply great. before that we went pizza hut, they had pasta but i drank the mango smoothie. yummy. mango rocks my world. after that they left around 7 plus. before that we went around walking here and there. we saw our school teachers! haha very funny, its kinda weird. i wanna buy lots of stuffs, bad, wallet, sandals and the hairband. i got to save money here and there. so when they left. i have to wait for my parents to arrive at town. so i wated at cityhall instead. waited for very long! haha then i went wisma to have my dinner with my family, and off to taka to wait for my sister. i bought 2 tops! yay. same design but different colour. haha i like the top. so after that i went home. and i was super tired.

i was suppose to meet a num of people today, to see fireworks. but i didn;t go. sorry guys. i;m going for the friday one if mum allows. frowns =( so stayed at home the whole of ytd. to rest. its alright. my whole family was at home. though its kinda bored some of the time. used the com almost the whole day. so time passes fast. i had a surprised called ytd, it was wenn. she called to talk to me. so we had some heart to heart talk. wenn, no matter what i;m always here for you! i love you girl. don;t worry okay? hold on i;m sure things will go fine soon. love love! talk on the phone till 2 am. and i was too sleepy.

woke up like 11am? haha so here i am now. i;m gonna do my homework soon.had fun bathing chocolate up just now. haha yay! its very cute.

2006-08-06T19:35:00.000+08:00

super fun day! i love E212. you guys are great.
its chc 17th anniversary! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHC.
its super fun today, we had a long praise and worship.its super fun.
today pastor preach about faith, which everyone should have
faith for others, faith for your future, faith for yourself and faith for God.
this sermon impacted me alot.

we had great fun after service, we went fish and co. to fellowship. AWESOME.
we servce a great god. and i really want to thank God for everything i have now, be it studies, family, friends. pastor said, when you imagine, or think about what you want, God will do exceedingly about what you have imagine.
i really want to thank God for the awesome cell group i have. a great leader, a great church. with a great pastor!

i love city harvest. =) its had brought me joy and laughter. thanks E212.
I LOVE YOU ABBA FATHER.

2006-07-31T19:01:00.000+08:00

i can;t be bothered with you. you simply ruin my life. just shoo off.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CONSTANCE!

i;m drowing in the mist of examinations.

2006-07-31T18:53:00.000+08:00

deliverance was great! thank God. i've been set free.

my brother bought me a keychain yesterday. i shall post the photo soon =)
went to school, feeling so tired, after yesterday. i had great fun with andy
he is one of my best friends i've in chc! a person who can cheer me up,
a person whom i can really talk to. thanks andy. i owe you alot

had lunch at cafe today, simply great. i love the food there.
clarissa, me, meiyi, sharon and baohui talk alot today! i love you girls.
whole stretch of prep exams and prelim coming on! i need to start mugging soon
i need to striver even harder.

oh great great great. i'll be busy the whole of this weekends! yay!
but i still needa study. =(

2006-07-30T11:34:00.000+08:00

i seriously, hate you. i seriously have no words to describe you
i even hope you will see this post.

if you really love to lie, i don;t give a damn, but you don;t need to push all those blames to me? its like have i ever get you into trouble. oh please. trying to say that i break you up with another guy, its like WTF. i never, i just knew it like last week? then you have the boyfriend like long time ago?oh HOW CAN I EVER BREAK THE BOTH OF YOU UP. its so idiotic. if you really want to scold me, go ahead, i've enough of your nonsense.if you want to put all the blame on me, i can;t be bothered too, its so childish! you;re sixteen and you;re doing all this stuffs. can;t to do something more meaningful? anyway if you said i break the both of you up? means? you can;t even handle your own relationship? THAT'S SO SAD. your relationship is so weak. if you think i;m wrong.go ahead telling everyone on earth, do you think i care? you trying to do stuffs, to make things worst. oh please, you should know what situation you're like. since you love lying so much! good for you. i just can;t stand it anymore. LEAVE ME ALONE. you;re the person who spoilt my life.

if you choose not to have a good future. haah than GOODBYE

2006-07-25T19:59:00.000+08:00

i hate the feeling of life, filled with examinations
i feel so emo this few days. i don;t know why, somehow i just felt so.
i feel like quitting, i somehow can't stand of stress. but i know i'll have a way to it!
it isn;t easy to stand here alone, i need someone beside me. to pull me up from all that is stopping me.

prep exams are still on, i still have many papers to go through.
long way to go.i just don;t feel like climbing out of my bed every morning.
it makes me feel like i;m force to go to school. i;m just typing some lame stuffs.
i miss alot of people, the fun we had in the past. compared to now, we seldom get to go out together, although we are able to meet each other almost everyday. but we don;t get to chance to have a long chat, which i wanted long ago. i miss miao, wen, khei! the four crazy girls.

FESTIVAL OF PRAISE is coming! yay. CCC worship band.
i can;t wait for this! lord my saviour!

2006-07-23T02:29:00.000+08:00

today service, sister mayce said something that reall struck me.yeah, somehow its kinda true about what she say. sometimes i felt lonely at home, though i have many friends, but when i;m alone, i tend to think alot. i don;t know why. i know God is always there for me. but somehow, i;m quite sensitive, and i don;t really express things in my heart. i don;t know why. i;m just like this. today, its quite a fun , but yet some sad happenings. i love the time i had in church, esp spending time with baohui, andy and eugene. its so so much fun! =) thanks people. thanks sister mayce for the prayer . I LOVE YOU SISTER MAYCE. =)

somethings its easier to say then to do it.
i can say many things that i wanna do, but its difficult to do it .

things struck me today, i can't confide to certain people
even the close ones, i don;t know what i;m really thinking sometimes
i don;t know what to say. i don;t know how to express.
i just wish someone is here right now. but there isn't
i need time to cool down! God, i know you;re here.
I LOVE YOU ABBA FATHER. you're my friend forever!

i love the NEOPRINTS =) i love love. thanks people. i love you all.
VIC. haha i miss you too. come back next week! yay! =)

2006-07-19T21:18:00.000+08:00

i haven;t update for a long long time.having prep exams this whole week. homework, tests, N's oral. many things coming up. which i;m lazy to blog everyday. life still goes on. i don;t really know what to blog.

i had my chinese N's oral today. i really hope i'll pass!
its all about courtesy and stuffs.
maths is driving me crazy. dead

2006-07-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

Amaths revision test?
i won;t do well, i'm just not prepared.

if things were how it was like, nothing had changed
i wish i could stay there forever, but nothing is forever
things reminds me of the past, which i still grab on.
its easy to say, then to do. i know i can;t let go
but somehow, somewhat i have to.

its just some random. school school school. haha
I LOVE EVERYONE. super gay now. haha

the four of us! =)

OUTING!! the trio.

baohui and me =) LOVE

me, andy, baohui

swensens icecream !

2006-07-11T19:15:00.000+08:00

N'S is coming.=(
i hate taking major exams. the feeling totally sucks. i;m have Amaths revision exam this week. and its killing me, i haven;t started revising. i haven;t been updating, due to my laziness, and of course i;m busy , with shcool work. i'm having prep papers next week, for all subject , good luck to me. i don;t think i;m free to do so many many stuffs, i can;t use the computer so often.

BUT WHY AM I STILL USING. haha
just hope i can control myself.
fews months more to N's

2006-07-04T18:32:00.000+08:00

i didn;t blog for a long long time. about a week.
MELINA IS OFFICIALLY SIXTEEN haha
i had fun the past few days. first week of school was okay. nothing really much. its like N's is comimg. i really need to buck up for my studies!many test coming up.

1st july =)
i went for the syf ceremony, pretty nice! i saw my good friend there. he didn;t saw me! haha
he owe me somthing. anyway i had fun on that day, with WEN! VIVIEN. choir people. MARIE! love love. i miss NDP while watching the performance and stuffs. even my phone, gone crazy. thanks wen! for the extra phone. haha =) LOVEEEE

2nd july
MY BIRTHDAY . YAY SIXTEEN.midnight i receive lots of messages, thanks people for the greeting and stuffs. i love love. was talking to my good friend? BK haha he was the first. =) thanks friend. mum , brother, and daddy wish me happy birthday. whaha i mean they are seriously cute. mum gave me a pair of shoes! i LOVE. i wanted it long ago.i shall post the pictures later. if i wanna upload. i had fun in the morning, i went service and alena went! i miss hell lots, i was shocked when i saw her. she came just to celebrate my birthday. went for make up cgm. i was kinda shocked. they celebrated my birthday there! haha THANKS PEOPLE AND SISTER MAYCE. cakes and everything. after that we went to watch a movie, just my luck. i'm seriously crazy over, MCFLY AND HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.after that i went home, sister gave me a charm necklace. i love her.! i have a wonderful birthday this year. thanks people.
thanks lord for everything. THANKS ANDY,ALENA,E212,SISTER MAYCE.

me: where's my birthday present?
mum: what present? i didn;t buy anything.
me:why not? (crys)
mum: there's only a birthday card in your email, that;s all. haha
me: reading the mail. stated, we have a surprise for you, look around this room
me:shouted for my brother, to help me
me: looks around. can;t find.!
me: finally i saw one lime green box.! FOUND IT

my mum is cute! runs around!! JUMPING round. haha

3rd july
youth day. went to school for english oral? haha but its kinda short. went home, rest and went out. to meet cmmbs people. lunch at crystal jade. went town after that. didn;t buy much. but i enjoyed my day. somehow some people spoil my day at night.who cares.

TODAY =)
i recieved some presents, from peiming and shalyn. the twins, nor, shuen! thanks people. I LOVE ALL OF YOU. YAY! i;m kinda gay now.

2006-06-26T23:41:00.000+08:00

its first day of school. haha spotcheck for hair and stuffs. haha
holiday assignments, which i haven;t finish, need to pass up by this week.
MY N's EL ORAL IS NEXT WEEK =( sucks. hope i won;t look like some retard in the examination hall. i hate EXAMINATION
stayed back for some punishment stuffs.

VIC wants me to do this! haha i love her!

-7 random facts about me-
1. crazy
2. love to laugh
3. love people
4. don;t love to get angry?
5. noisy
6. no confidence
7. love singing! LOLS

-7 things that scares me -
1. insects. that fly
2. when i;m alone
3. COCKROACH!! =(
4. BAD results
5. quarrels?
6. nightmares
7. A BAD DAY

-7 random music at the moment -
1. breaking free - high school musical
2.start of something new- high school musical
3. so sick - NEYO
4. unfaithful -rihanna
5.Good day - the click five
6. overtaken
7. no greater love - CHC

-7 things i like most -
1.JESUS CHRIST
2.my family
3.good friends, bestest friends =)
4. blogging?
5.singing
6.CHOCOLATE
7. photos

-7 things i say most -
1. don;t know.
2. LOLS
3. wha lao!
4. shit!
5. LOVE
6. as in i mean..
7. eh.

-7 people to do this-
1.baohui
2.andy
3.samuel
4.lemmuel
5.miao chan
6. jiawen
7.MUN MUN

actually i want everyone to do this. ahah. =)

2006-06-24T02:32:00.000+08:00

i think today was great. i went for church party. and its kinda fun! haha. went to have dinner at the coffee shop. the food was nice! yummy. i recieve a phone call , and decided to go plaza sing. to meet my friends. i was with my two good friends!. andy and baohui. its was really fab. we were talking about all stuffs. when i reach ps, went to cathay to meet them. haha andy was really shy. but he's still so noisy. talking about all stuffs. they are really great friends. then we were deciding about lots of stuffs. then finally, we go seperate ways, but the situation wasn;t very good at the other side. so i went ps with andy and baohui. to swensens for ICECREAM. nice, yummy. MANGO MADNESS. haha after icecream, we walked around in ps, took lots of photos. we are crazy? haha. gonna upload them tmr! yep.

I LOVE ANDY AND BAOHUI. GOOD FRIENDS =). a promise made.
thanks for all the fun dudes. happy birthday my dear baohui! hope you enjoy your day?
i love my good friend.! he know who he is.

i don;t know how you're feeling. i just want you to be happy! =)
i rather not know things that i don;t wanna know.
i just hope it wasn;t true.

2006-06-24T02:31:00.000+08:00

i had fun, having lunch buffet ytd! i love mummy, daddy, sister and bro. apparently its my family. had some nice chinese buffet and it was fab. to just celebrate my early early birthday. went shopping after that! i bought a water bottle using mums voucher. i need it like long ago. after that i went to meet my great family. haha to catch a movie she;s the man. know its kinda long. but at least i get to watch it. its really nice! we walk around. so called shop? haha we and teresa were like some shopping freaks. just there we are poor that day. had fun . though conflicts occured, ytd? but its fun!. haha. some photo from the buffet!

post pictures soon!

2006-06-21T13:24:00.000+08:00

i wish i could control everything. but i just couldn;t.

i'm just not feel too good this few days. i may appear strong in the outside. but i;m not as happy as how people see. i;m just trying to keep everything inside. i've been thinking alot. maybe i;m just thinking too much? but its kinda true. its just not the same. life isn;t that simple.

2006-06-20T13:47:00.000+08:00

i was just far too busy the past few days. makes me real lazy to blog. but i won;t forget.i had fun, on saturday, sunday and ytd. saturday, service and chalet. but i didn;t stayed over. but i enjoyed playing taboo with the girls. sunday? family day. and its father's day. haha i went out ytd, to catch runaway vacation. the show was average. i did enjoy. before watching movie, we ate at mos burger, we chat alot. haha fun with those guys. ! we walk to orchard after that, let some rich kid have some food . they love giving me nicknames. DODO fishball. lame haha

someone is still crazy over a guy wearing white on saturday. haha.

somehow i begin to think of lots of stuffs this few days.
i shall not looking at those memories i had.
though its the best of my life.
I LOVE MY FAMILY =)

2006-06-15T01:48:00.000+08:00

i went sentosa on tues.! i love you guys. i didn;t spend much, they treat me for breakfast,ICE MILO. haha, i woke up late. sorry miao , cause you not to have the mood to go. i'm sorry. we gonna go out again right? YEP YEP. then went to the beach, didn;t really play much. but we had fun. especially in the water. then went ps to have dinner, met yongli and terry again. then went to the archade to play. haha. i lost!! shrugs. i had fun =) THANKS PEOPLE. FOR THE TREAT.

today? nothing much. didn;t accompany my parents in the morning. sorry. i think i was far too tired. haha. went to the supermarket with my mum and sis. bought lots of stuffs. hahas.

i wanna watch movie!! cut my hair.
shopping with my sis soon!! YAYNESS

my brother is damn cute. haha

2006-06-13T00:35:00.000+08:00

nothing pretty much happened, went to school for chinese lesson, early in the morning. ate breakfast with the usual then i went home. rest,online. waited for baohui's call. went tampines to buy stuffs. i bought FBB black shorts that's all. kinda fun , brandon was the only guy there. he;s nice, he treated us Mos burger.THANKS ! slack at mos burger, saw shermain and yen chin.chit chat a little and they went off. we left around 8 . went to help mummy with the dinner stuffs then went home. nothing pretty much. haha
SENTOSA TRIP TMR.
YAYNESS. finally. i needa sleep pretty soon, tired and i've to wake up early tmr.

my brother is watching soccer now.
maybe i just don;t understand. but i'll try to. haha

2006-06-11T14:26:00.000+08:00

went for service yesterday. met sister mayce, and huting before service. thought of lots of things. lot of people didn't come yesterday. never mind. after service i didn't join the cell for dinner. went plaza sing to find sam. haha ate dinner together. thanks dude. we haven;t get to talk to each other for sometime. after that met that idiot yongli. haha kept disturbing me. i didn;t really care about what he say. funny guy . went home after that. alone.

i'm super hyper last night. yeahs. 3rd job le.

i miss all of you. E212 people. i really want all of you to come back. :[

2006-06-09T17:39:00.000+08:00

i wanna know the ending. =(

i wanna go shopping. i want to cut my hair.lots lots of things.
hmm.stayed at home the whole day again. its really boring.but i'm far to lazy.
i didn;t go for cgm today.