Wednesday, May 26, 2004

2 e PerSOn

ok... erm.. kkz.. wad can i say.. u say i change i do admit.. but i will try 2 change back.. i say u tok bad abt me.. u realli did.. but i cannot say hu said it.. n u u tok bad abt me.. is not.. abt i change is sumthin bad abt me.. n u said.. tat u hate ppl tok bad abt u.. u did tat 2 ur own fren.. summore a close fren.. lorx.. u think lahx.. when sum1 knows it.. u hurt e person.. rite? n i hate tat feelin.. u know me 4 1yr + le.. n u dunno mehx? wad change me.. erm.. i not 2 sure.. u say i tok alot abt bois.. u go ask alena abt it than? how she feel? when she alwaz tok 2 a guy everiday.. she hav e same feelin as me than.. but u say i change.. ok.. wad abt meiyi? y u dun say her.. she change 2.. but u onli say abt me.. i know u r close 2 meiyi.. but than.. u tok bad abt me? hav u eva think abt my feelins?? ok.. abt wad has happen 2day.. wad u did was u pull everi1 down.. even peiming.. me.. meiyi..peijun n shalyn.. u know mahx? how would u feel if ppl pull u down.. u feel happi izzit? u was e 1 hu say.. tat e gal disgrace e class.. in front of e class during geo lessons.. n we r not e 1 hu told e gal.. lorx... u summore pulled peiming down say.. she oso.. say infront of e class.. u think lahx.. how she feels? ok.. u say.. i change y i change? in wad way.. u nv tell me.. n give me a chance 2 change... wads e point tell.. meiyi they all? they know le? wad they do? agree wit u onli mahx? does it help? no rite? u think lorx.. u 2 change.. lorx.. summore change alot.. u oso agree u change i know.. n u oso try 2 change back.. n tats gd.. n i m tryin my best.. rite? understand.. mahx.. i hav my probs.. n i m veri sad lorx.. i m stress of NDP but no 1 cares 2.. wad i say.. no 1 cares.. onli davin.. lorx.. i tell him.. he will like encourage.. me.. u all lehx.. i tell u all.. u all dun give a damn at all.. ya i know u did badly 4 ur maths? we do care 4 u.. but we know u cry lorx.. we juz dun 1 2 disturb u.. cos we know.. u 1 2 b alone.. tats y.. last time u cried 2.. we try 2 help.. but than.. it did not works rite? tats y.. we do care as frenz.. lorx.. i do hav family probs 2.. no freedom tat make me feel like crying.. bro bullyin me? summore is younger bro.. u say lehx.. how would u feel? although sumtimes he is gd.. 2 me.. but a while onli lorx.. i realli hav nth 2 say.. as i m tired of life.. u may hate.. e way i m now.. but i m trying 2 change.. lorx.. kkz... end here

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