did i begin 2 step in 2 a trap of love??thinkin so much realli confuse in hu i like..lorx.. him mahx? haix..did i get 2 know e wrong person? i was hurt? haix.. dunno/ lorx.. i can't do anithin liaOx..he gt sum1 in his heart.. i can't do anithin 2 stop tat cOs tat would b shOoo selfish of me..aniway juz gd luck than..haix.. i like him mahx? i love him mahx? love hurtx.. n i m realli confuse at e moment..did i chOose e correct way of doin things.. realli confuse..+hurtx.. 4gotten 1 yet another 1 came..? haix.. when it will stop.sumtimes.. feel like being anithin tat dun need 2 hav a heart.. cOs dun need 2 think of here n there.. wOrried abt this n tat.. haix..can love b trusted? or mayb e person u choose 2 b wit? is like.. shOoo damn`xx hard 2 make a desicion or wad u hav.. but once its gone u can't get it back in ur hands..rtIe? so i alwaz said cherish things.. tat u hav.. but think.. i move e wrong step.. i did not make e decision fast enough n now its gone.. i regret.. but how? can e time.. return? can mahx? i realli dunno? y can't love me easy u understand.. i prefer 2 live in a world.. juz having frenz n families.. but no matter wad.. 1day u still hav 2 find sum1 2 live wit.. realli complicated..aRG~!! juz dunno wad 2 do now.. confuse* tats e onli word tat can describe my feeling now? or mayb regret? haix`xx i alwaz regret things..tat i hav done..realli lorx..arg~!! hOw ?? nvm bahx.. let fate decide everi single thing i hav choose n decide? rite rite? life is alwaz like this.. u hav 2 gamble.. if u r lucky.. tats gd.. if u r unlucky..than.. its fate 2 it.. tats all..