Thursday, March 10, 2005

i m feelin so tired n0ww.. *yawnn* feel like sleeping
i thinkk after my theoryy paper than.. yeahx.. exams r coming gd luck 2 miee than gt alotx of things 2 memorise italian terms n blahx blahx sobx.. i cannot realli rememberr all of them cos i haven not start revising..juz hate skol.. no time 2 studyy n play sec3.. wad can i expect.. juz feelin sickk of skol.. arghh.. dunno y oso.. had so mani remedials tml.. gonna b backk hm late..
haix... chers alwax give remedial last min. tats wad i hate.. 2dayy actually wanted 2 watchh e matchh all bcos of tat mr lim.. arghh... choir did badd ytd.. gettin scolding frm mis lai.. n blahx blahx.. bored.. juz hate seeing them so fed up.. can`t get it.. ermx.. 4gett it.. shall continuee.. read sum1 blogg.. if i`m not wrongg.. she bake cookiess 4 him? mayb.. cannot realli comfirm its true nott. but wad cann i sayy.. sumtimes i juz gave up.. i hab realli nth 2 sayy if he realli choose her.. let him n herr b2getherr.. since he still likes herr? i m juz feel so heartbroken.. its like.. my heart has broken in2 pieces.. i cannot glue it backk.. wheneva..i get 2 chat wit him.. i felt he was with miee.. but e moment i read e blogg.. everithin came in2 my mindd.. i juz dunno wad 2 sayy.. i m tired of my life? y muz thingss appearr this wayy? is this a gd things or a badd thing.. i juz could`nt get an ans.. i m tired.. stress.. i hate myself.. being this wayy..

fake smiles.. fake laughter..

will this continues..? i realli hope mircale will appearr.. things would change?

happiness would`nt b backk.. end here..


a galx hu puts up a fake smile..*

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