i dunn feel like bl0ggin f0rr e passt few dayys p0st..

i shall start frm ytd..
met them f0rr studyingg.. daniel came al0ngg
he needed help..
i hadd prank calls.. i dun wish t0 mention abt it anim0re..

wenta ba0huii hse a whilee..
than use c0m a while..
theyy were late.. mia0 was angry
i dunn0 y.. even she herself 0so dunn0..
haishh.. i met him..
i was like s0 happii..
but i dunn0.. 0thers l00k s0 sadd.. even theyy all
wenta tamp martt.. mac.. theyy eatt miee n miaoo juz sit there..stare in2 spacee.. use hp t0 t0k.. wierdd huhx.. haishh dunn0.. i t0kk t0 them. they ign0red miee its alrite.
miaoo was angryy bc0s of tat.. i dunno.. haishh m00d changes.. wenta hm.. he send miee hm thanx.. dearr.. butt he look sadd.. i dunno wad can i do.. i felt so useless.. eachh time i c himm sadd.. i cannort cheer him up.. but to make him feel worst.. i`m a useless gal..being in skol. i hab stress.. y do prank calls make it feel w0rst.. hab i eva make euu all hate miee so muchh? do euu know my life is alreadii tat badd? i dunno i`m tried.. y can`t skol let us off.. exams r coming.. i know.. stress n stress.. more stress i facing miee each dayy.. reach hm.. ytd.. sis tokk to miee in tat tone.. she dunno how sad i m.. juz addin to myy stress.. i will return means i will.. can`t euu all gib miee a breakk.. enoughh of all this.. wenta hab a short nap.. woke.. up.. i wanna use e com.. i can`t.. bro quarrel wit miee.. haishh so mani things in life.. its so difficult to understand..
studies.. relationshipp, friends.. family.. i dunno.. i realli c0nfuse in everithin.. i dunno wad cann i do.. my life is so sucks.. can juz sum1 to pull miee up.. i hab alreadii foundd e personn.. but he oso need sum1 to pull him up.. b0th 0f us.. felt so useless.. i realli dunno.. when cann i realli return to my olddself.. no medicine to itt? forrget it.. tired tired tiredd!!


to lem..
i know euu felt sad.. feel like giving up.. in e relationship..
i toldd euu.. i will alwas respect ur decision.. i dun blame euu.. realli.. if euu cann0rt stand e stress.. tell miee.. when ur sadd.. euu nevaa toldd miee.. how cann i understand how euu feel? i know ur frens alwass sayy euu pangseh them.. y care wad pplx say abt euu.. tats wad euu toldd miee.. as wad euu mention pplx call miee fat.. i fine.. wit it.. i`m use to e life of tat.. pplx wanna call miee tat let them b.. i`m juz can`t b b0ther wit th0se kindd of pplx.. theyy dunno how to respect pplx.. next time pplx wun respect them too.. its fine.. dun go quarrel wit frens.. overr mie.. its nortt worth.. it.. euu saidd i wouldd b sadd. aferr reading wad euu wrote.. truefully.. ii m.. i criedd.. but i wouldd b finee after this..juz wanna let euu knoww.. no matter wad.. happen between us.. myy l0ve forr euu. wouldd nevaa change.. i will alwas b ur angel.. protecting euu.. dun let anithin happen to euu.. i dun wish to c euu like tat.. i kn0w i can`t cheer euu up.. i know i cannort do anithin to make euu happii.. wad matters most. is still euu in my heart.. i juz wanna c euu happi.. no matter wad happen to miee.. i juz wanna c euu happi again.. dun juz make pplx ardd euu happii.. but oso urself.. remember.. tryy tokin to ur frens.. i dunno how come theyy look downn on euu.. i dunno.. y theyy did tat.. i realli wish theyy would understand how euu realli feel.. cann euu all juz spare a tot forr himm? he`s reallii tired.. stress.. his life is alreadi in a mess.. yy do euu all still wanna make things worst forr.. him.. dear.. i realli hope euu will b happii forevaa.. i juz lurbee euu.. - will ou rr fairytale lastt f0revaa..- ?

- . mel lurbee lem f0revaa.. -