you are really mistaken. i don;t know what makes you think so. i don't know why you type that without asking me. without knowing the truth. you disappoint me. you are the one who ask for break. you are the one who say you can't forget her. now your blaming me . saying that i have a stead which i don;t. i never hide anything from you. and i don;t think i need to. if having a good friend is wrong. than i have nothing to comment. SL is also your good friend. did i ever say you have someone else.that person is just my primary school friend. i just don;t get it what your thinking i'm really disappointed after reading your blog. i will not force you to believe me.
but i really hope you will understand my choice or even accept the choice you make. =) i shall just thank you for being so nice to me. you are a very nice guy just that maybe i can;t appreciate it? thanks. =)

this few day i'm feeling better not that i've turn heartless just that i've learnt to be strong. hope one day you will be like me. concentrate on your studies.if you have any problems you can still look for me. i'm always here lending my pair of listening ears hope it would be useful for you!! have been spending my time studying the past few days. i NEEDA STUDY. buck up on my studies. went sharon house yesterday. had a good time there. 3 of us have a nice talk with each other. get to know about their childhood and they get to know mine too!! =) i'm really happy. there were some good and bad memories in the past. some were just so wonderful? childhood life its really so enjoyable no worries . hahas now i'm already 15. fifteen years ago i'm still a small baby.only cry all day. now i'm already on the way to N's though its stressful, but i get to learnt different things each day. know different kind of people, friends, teachers, lots lots more. experiences too , facing different kinds of wonderful happenings and also difficulty. life is just like that there are always up and down. there's no forever a straight path for us to walk.

each day that has pass i really get to realise a lot of things. get to know what am i like. trying to change to a better person. i know i'm a very sensitive person as each day pass by. i shall just change. enjoy life now. LALALS hope you will really understand =) take care

LAST but not LEAST i miss my COFFEE =) ADDICTED