Sunday, February 12, 2006

i have so many things that really bothers me. studies, family, friendship many other things that i need to solve and all. in the end i seek God;s help. its really a busy yet fabulous week for me. i had so much fun and study time. i didn;t want to go for Pe on friday. i hate Pe alot. i hate jogging. that;s why, i knew that i have to run 8 rounds and its gonna be tiring, God gave me the strength , will to finish the run. and i did. =) was satisfied. and also chem test , i pass. i was quite alright with it, i thought i would fail but i just pass. the whole class don;t know what miss chong was talking about, seriously me too, i was like so blur during her lesson. she just keep teaching and teaching trying so hard to finish what she;s suppose to teach before the common test, yet no one understands her at all. sigh, no matter what i will strive hard and score well for my N 's. hmm O's results was release on friday. there were tears of joy and disppointment. especially someone who is close to me. i know you're in a very bad mood that day. i;m also. but somehow certain things the both of you said make me feel hurt. i;m a girl, i'm now a guy. not your good friend or anything. you said something that really hurt me as a friend, i'm really having a headche, yet the both of you just ignored me, thought that i was lying. i just break down, not for sympathy, but i'm really tired and in great pain. i don;t wish to explain. its okay. =( and calvin. i really hope that you know what you did , is really what you really want. i tired my best, i trusted you, in the end i saw it with my own eyes. i was utterly disappointed. common test next week. hope my blog won;t feel so dead anymore. =)

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