i have one more week to prepare for N's. which i have lots to do. i won;t blog that often, only after my N's. what is do everyday its just study and study. and i really hope my efforts would be paid off. N's its just the beginning of the new chapter of my life. i can;t believe its the end of sec4 life already. but its not the end of my studies, and i will do well. i want to! (:

i'm feeling a great feeling of love from my family.
friends are for ever. i know they will always be there.
thanks girlfriends for everything (: all of you are great.
you makes a difference in my life.

i feel that actually if you really love someone , shouldn;t you let him be happy and now let him feel miserable. sometimes people don;t know why you do things and makes things so complicated. which make your friend to be in a difficult position. learn to be complacence to what you have. you have a group of friends, you really want to lose of them just because of 'love' sometimes think about what you are doing, and not just do without thinking about the people around you. somehow be yourself. and not the image of someone else. everyone is special in one way. i'm sure you are special in a way, be yourself, don;t change or do things which will irritate people more. i know you are trying to fit in to everything, but in a way you will make things worst. hope you really understand what i mean.