this few days, wasn;t really good, there were many things that kept me thinking.
i feel so weird, sensitive about anything
i may appear strong on the outside, but nobody knows, actually i;m weak in the inside.
i felt as though i meant nothing in this world.
am i thinking too much?, or its just another obstacle of life that i have to go through
i'm just feeling out of place, which makes me feel so weird in the inside, which nobody ever notice, i wish i didn;t have to think or go through.
but i know, God will always be there for me.
he kept me stronger in a sense, miao and wen! i miss you too.
we must have a heart to heart talk!

maybe its just another part and parcel of life, its the way you look at the perspective of your life and problems, i'm just keeping myself in a room, to clear my thoughts.

i'm feeling weak inside, but he gave me the strength to move on.
i love you abba father