two more papers to go through. and N's will be gone.
hope i really do well (: and reach my expectations.

i have many things to blog about, but i don;t know how to start or where to start. serious am i a useless friend? which can;t help any friends on earth? maybe i;m just an idiot living in this reality world, without feelings, or thoughts for friends or others.

serious, i;m not good at words. when i hear some things which i can;t accept like losing a friend?i really don;t know what to do. i;m not good at consoling you? somehow maybe i;m not the right person to talk to you. i tried ways to make you feel better, i really hope that its not true about the results. i pray for a miricale and hope things would be better, but maybe its useless to you. i do care about my friends, every single one, and i hope you really understand, about the care as a friend for you.maybe i just don;t have the capabilities to cheer you up.
if you ever read this and you know its you. don;t talk to me about it. don;t mention it anymore. this is how i feel. i really have nothing to say. cheer up dude. (: this is the least i can do to let you feel better. SMILE.maybe i;m not the person whom you can really talk and trust.

the haze is really bad ): FROWNS.