i rather not see, or hear anything.
its makes me stupid, hoping things would be the same
i knew it won;t, and i will never expect anything more
just leave it as it is, i;m tired of all these stuffs
maybe, i;m just not suppose to be part of it.
we appeared to be a group, but it doesn;t show everything.
maybe its just me, but i think i rather not think, everything is so contracditing.

i'm not so strong anymore, i might break down real soon.

mr shafie said this, and made me think alot
true friends are the one, who will always be there for you, no matter what kind of problems or troubles you face. they will still be there you ,and not runaway from all this.
i finally know who are the friends who really care about how i feel. (:

thanks wen, miao, alena, peiming, derek, daniel! (:
thanks for cheering me up. love love
i need time to cool down and think about stuffs!
i love choir mates! they are always making me smile! thanks for the warm welcome!