goshh went out.. i want tat 0p skirt!!

needa save moneyy forr holidayy shoppingg

shall had some great fun tml? kiees..just hang up e phone wit him
somehow i miss him lorts.. walk along outside.. saw lorts of couples.. reminds me of him. i just could`nt forget wad we once hadd.. i just miss those days.. will we b able to carry on some dayy? arghh.. sickk n tired.. y must we b tortured this wayy. y things just dun work out tat well as wad we expect. or want it to be. story started out unstable.. tot things will just get on track soon. it does.. but sudden change. we just hab to end. nobody knows how i felt.. life just hab to go on does he knows how i feel? how much i want him backk to my side, i wanna watch e sunrise wit him would i ever been able to do so? do i even hab e chance to sit by his side..tokin to him. happily enjoying e breeze along e beach. been able to splash water together.. bullying each other. in different ways.. i just hope things would turn out this way. but it does not seems to turn out this way..i just felt. without him. my life was`nt as wonderful. i dun hab e choice but to let go. i dun wish to see him suffer..in tat state. does he knows how much it hurts. i just dun wish him to do things to get him into trouble again, no more injuries please. everitime i tok to him i just wish to hear his laughter. that`s e happiest thing i wish for. i did not want a patch up. although i wish to hab but i dun wanna get him into trouble anymore. sorry. i dun hab e chance to take care of you. i`m happi n lucky enough to just hear ur laughter on e phone n even tok to you every night. at least i know i`m still important in his life. thanx lemmuel. i just wish you to b happii..i love you forevaa