i was crying just n0w.. this time is f0r my friendship

i hab nevaa blame you..
ur nort e evil one, wad you do is nort alwas wrong

wadd cann i sayy since euu said euu thinkk tat.. i`m cl0ser t0 herr
gib 0f p0int 0f tot.. do euu evaa gib me a chance to even understand you?
seriously no, you might sayy tat you face me n can`t sayy things out
how you expect me to understand you? know how you really felt
do you thinkk i felt so good.. standing in between you all.. like a wall
nobody thinks i`m important, you might sayy to you i`m ur gd fren. ur gd buddy
but hab you eva gib me e chance to b ur good fren? hu shares ur probs, trouble
no you nevaa.. e old miao tat i once hab, would to b cheerful n shares things wit us
tats once we had, now. me jw n sk lost you, tot you n me.. would remain as good frens
things just turn outt this wayy, euu treated me like a cold wall.. when you need me? need
someone to t0k to or needed help, when you find no one, tats e time you would turn to me
in a sense.. i felt so wierd being wit you, no more late night conf or chats wit you, we were no longer than close, you might sayy tat i`m closer t0 herr no ones know, i take my time helping you n sam n ended outt me l0sing my close terms wit my gd gd fren, do both of you know how i felt? i just wish to cry out, pour out everithin just at once. alena.. i`m realli sorii.. i dun wish to neglect you, sorry, hope you understand how i feel. things were`nt e same as i want it to b, will ii b able.. to finish e game wit no more hurts, quarrels? i realli wish to quit, but as wad baohui sayy if i just quit, things would turn out badd all of us dun wish this to happen as our efforts might go down e drain. miao if you realli thinkk i`m closer to herr i hab nth to sayy. just tat she tok more n tell me things more n let me get to know her n sam better n to help you save this relationship. felt tat wad ii hab done was wrong. realli? how cann you compare a friendship whichh is 2yrs plus long wit a few mths friendship. is just tat me n herr hab e same goal, you might thinkk differently actually, each person do things differently.. i would`nt say tat its ur fault. i understood.. but you want me to nort tok to herr oso? erms.. we are still frens. in life i thinkk every fren i hab means alort to me.to me.. truefully, i no longer know you animore, i dunno how you felt le, i just a wall.. look at things reacting here n tat. just wishh a happi ending you n n him, tats e least i cann help.
e game will end soon. n i will quit soon.

i felt tat.. actually i`m quite fortunate..
miao just wishh you could understand how i realli feels..
but if you dun. i wun expect muchh. me will b e second jiawen than.sorii to sayy tat