hmm. i`m backk i read s0me of my frens blog suddenly felt tat love is quite toturing . its hurts , when i`m with him. there are also quarrels n fights between both of us tat causes me to hab doubts in giving him an ans. i still treat him as my stead. tell him my troubles. but sometimes i`m so afraid i will get all those hurts again and again. but he promise me he won`t do it again. hope he won`t break his promise. i trust him! lalalas. in life everione make their own mistakes. just like one of my fren. we know he hab step onto something tat would hurt him. but we wants to stop him , and we know he would`nt listen and hurt himself. he would even leave us. break friendship wit us. to me i dun thinkk we are poor thing we thinkk is worth it. helping as a fren. but seeing him brveaking friendship wit a good fren hu know him e best yet he hurt her . tears rolled down after wad happen. but he would turn backk one day no matter wad we will still be his frens. take care. no matter wad no we could onlii support you from wad you choose. as for him and me. he seldom hab e time to tok to me. hmm. i could only think abt him. i just wish him to be by my side n i know he would. recently nth muchh happen. onli this major quarrel. n led me and my other 2 frens to grow a stronger friendship between each other. n we had great fun wit his company also. test n more test. its driving me crazyy whahas. national day is coming gosh we hab to perform :) dunno how would it be like. singing again. i wish i`m in e combine choir. arghh. gagas. i miss ndp. nevaa mind bahs. i`ve been thinking. i had make a l0rt 0f goods frens this few yrs. time had pass veri fast ya. hahas i`m growning older.. hehes. hope everithin goes fine soon. take care